Right now I'm just annoyed beyond belief...
My mind is just trying to process everything and come up with as many solutions as possible... To end this endless financial drain.
Just now I paid $70 bucks for my moms birth certificate so she could drive again...
I paid somthing earlier yesterday...she gave me my money back...but my sorry dad needed money because he had to pick up my mom but and he has no job...so my mom told him to take it from the 30 she just gave back to me. So I have 10 left.
I really dont know any nice way of saying it. Because I'm still living under their roof... I blame myself for taking too long to figure out what I wanted to major in and not getting the hell out ... I'm so disapponted in myself for that and mad too. Because my life could have been much better than this at 26 if I just got in and out....
Well thats the past, back to the present.... I just feel like I'm caught in a rock and a hard place.. I need just 1 job because the 2 I have dont amount to crap.
For one, on my first job the checks keep getting held up on a consistent basis...Like we get paid biweekly..on thursdays and well its about to be Thursday again and no onr has gotten paid...theres no way I can be out on my own on a job where my check gets held up like that ...I wouldnt make it.
And the 2nd job...I feel its too disgusting to continue doing... I had to clean a room littered with dead roaches....
So needless to say I'm looking for a better job.
I need one...and only one because with school coming around I need to focus on school.
Idk I just feel sad bc all this time ive been working I could havr saved a fortune...but I couldn't....and all thr work ive done is meaningless.
Every day, every hour.every minute. Meaningless if I have nothing to show for it.
I hope I get can catch a break.
My mind is just trying to process everything and come up with as many solutions as possible... To end this endless financial drain.
Just now I paid $70 bucks for my moms birth certificate so she could drive again...
I paid somthing earlier yesterday...she gave me my money back...but my sorry dad needed money because he had to pick up my mom but and he has no job...so my mom told him to take it from the 30 she just gave back to me. So I have 10 left.
I really dont know any nice way of saying it. Because I'm still living under their roof... I blame myself for taking too long to figure out what I wanted to major in and not getting the hell out ... I'm so disapponted in myself for that and mad too. Because my life could have been much better than this at 26 if I just got in and out....
Well thats the past, back to the present.... I just feel like I'm caught in a rock and a hard place.. I need just 1 job because the 2 I have dont amount to crap.
For one, on my first job the checks keep getting held up on a consistent basis...Like we get paid biweekly..on thursdays and well its about to be Thursday again and no onr has gotten paid...theres no way I can be out on my own on a job where my check gets held up like that ...I wouldnt make it.
And the 2nd job...I feel its too disgusting to continue doing... I had to clean a room littered with dead roaches....
So needless to say I'm looking for a better job.
I need one...and only one because with school coming around I need to focus on school.
Idk I just feel sad bc all this time ive been working I could havr saved a fortune...but I couldn't....and all thr work ive done is meaningless.
Every day, every hour.every minute. Meaningless if I have nothing to show for it.
I hope I get can catch a break.
