A Difficult Day

Today was a difficult day. I had a lot of bad memories and I suffered from my PTSD. I did however get to go to the mall with my mom to help her find luggage for my father. It was a beautiful day outside. I wore my cross necklace today to be reminded of the Lord. I prayed to the Lord to protect me today. He told my spirit that my day will go fast, and that my days will go fast until my soul heals. He said he mourned for me today, that he grieved for me because of my immense suffering. He said that he held me in his hands today even though evil taunted me. He said that he will heal me mind, body and soul. He said that he cares for me more than I know. He said that he has sent a guardian angel to protect me from evil. He said that the angel loves me greatly and will never leave me. He said that the angel is very protective of me and has always watched after me. He said that I do not need to be ashamed, that I did the best I could in my life and that it is his job to protect me. He said that he has always protected me, since when I was a baby and that he is with me now. Jesus told me that I am like a flower to him and that he loves me immensely. He said that tonight I will be blessed with his grace, a sense of grace that will wash over me and not leave me ever. He said it is his mercy on me, and that he knows everything about me and that I need his mercy. Jesus said no true harm will come to me and that I will live a beautiful life because of him.