There are only 2 days till Christmas. I am hopeful and excited about what Christmas will bring for me spiritually. I know it is the birth of Jesus and that he is the healer of the world. I know that he wants to bring healing to whoever needs it. I know that he will bring healing for me on Christmas even if I don't recognize it fully. I have faith. It has been a long and difficult year, but he has already brought me Caleb and he is healing for my soul. Maybe my healing will be that I get to be with Caleb on Christmas and see him interact with my family. That will be a blessing for me. I am looking forward to being with Caleb and my family for Christmas.