My mistake. I'm on a cell phone. I thought it was "controversial theology." But, I did learn in university, that the original canon of the four gospels was put together with the understanding, "We read these four gospels, whatever else we read," which means the originals saw absolutely nothing wrong with these other gospels. Can gospels be considered apocrypha? I have no idea, lol. Oh, but you must read Thomas! It is almost exactly like the synoptic gospels only more in depth:
No one can serve two masters, nor string two bows, nor ride two horses.
Do not cast your pearls before swine, nor give what is holy to dogs, lest they drag them through a dung pile.
When two make peace inside one house, they will say to the mountain, move, and it shall move (here Jesus is talking about becoming a 'new creation' after the mountain of your heart is baptized in the water, after you turn to Him and become healthy and wholesome).
For Jesus said, "Tell me what I am like." The first disciple said, "You are like a righteous angel." The second disciple said, "You are like a wise philosopher." The third disciple said, "Teacher, my mouth is utterly incapable of saying what you are like." Then Jesus said to the third disciple, "I am no longer your teacher, for you have drunk from the waters I have tended."' (Living Waters, also note the similarity to whoever receives me as a righteous man receives a righteous man's reward in private, whoever receives me as a prophet receives a prophet's reward in private, and whoever receives me as I AM receives the one who sent me.')
Note Proverbs 10:11 the mouth of a righteous one is a fountain of life & Thomas 108 Jesus said, whoever drinks from my mouth will become like me, and I myself shall become that person, and the mysteries of the kingdom within shall come forth and be comprhended by the new person (remember how St. Paul said 'It is not me who lives, but Christ lives within me').
If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you know yourself, you know everything.
When you understand yourselves, then you will be understood, and you will know you are the children of the living father. But if you do not understand yourselves, then you dwell in poverty, and you are that poverty.
Whoever has found the world has found a corpse, and the world is not worthy of that person.
If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you. If you do not know yourself, you know nothing.
If you do not fast from the world, you will not bring forth the kingdom within. If you do not hold the sabbath time as a sabbath time, you will not discover the Father.