I love watching bishop td jakes.In one sermon called"can God trust you.
with trouble?" I found the most satisfying answer.The subject was about Mary the mother of god.You have found favor with God and will bear a son conceived by the Holy spirit,he will be called Jesus,and will deliver many from their sins. Mary had to flee from the authorities to have her son ,not in a palace but a dirty old run down barn.Two years later she was still on the run from the aurhorities. Imagine running from the authorities like that today. She was at times dismissed as his mother,when he said as an example,who r my brothers,and who is my mother.No doubt she loved her son only to witness his torches and death on a cross.The angel told Mary at first you have found favor with god.Mabry she asked why if I have found favor all this trouble has come from it.Similarly because of schizophrenia I have been blessed in ways I can not describe.The greatest gift given to me was the closeness I felt with God in my times of distress. He said that I would be blessed.Why then did the parodooxes of what he blessed me with cause such great trouble in my life. Just because your blessed doesn't mean like in the case of Mary that the very favor you,ve found with God will turn out to cause you the most trouble,even more so than others have.I feel blessed ,and honored to suffer for christ.It,s almost like he has given me a special word of encouragement to give me the strength to handle the troubles that would come from his favor .I believe are jib,if we accept it is to survive it all.
with trouble?" I found the most satisfying answer.The subject was about Mary the mother of god.You have found favor with God and will bear a son conceived by the Holy spirit,he will be called Jesus,and will deliver many from their sins. Mary had to flee from the authorities to have her son ,not in a palace but a dirty old run down barn.Two years later she was still on the run from the aurhorities. Imagine running from the authorities like that today. She was at times dismissed as his mother,when he said as an example,who r my brothers,and who is my mother.No doubt she loved her son only to witness his torches and death on a cross.The angel told Mary at first you have found favor with god.Mabry she asked why if I have found favor all this trouble has come from it.Similarly because of schizophrenia I have been blessed in ways I can not describe.The greatest gift given to me was the closeness I felt with God in my times of distress. He said that I would be blessed.Why then did the parodooxes of what he blessed me with cause such great trouble in my life. Just because your blessed doesn't mean like in the case of Mary that the very favor you,ve found with God will turn out to cause you the most trouble,even more so than others have.I feel blessed ,and honored to suffer for christ.It,s almost like he has given me a special word of encouragement to give me the strength to handle the troubles that would come from his favor .I believe are jib,if we accept it is to survive it all.