(I've been posting on different forms hoping to get some answers, so ignore the Matt slick comment, unless you just wanna look it up)
Hey everyone, I'm Chelsi and I've been a Christain all my life. Born and raised in the church. However, I feel like I haven't taken on the full responsibility of a christain until a few months ago. Before I would do basic Christain people things such as go to church, sing in the chior, try to be a good person, ect. Recently I've started going deeper with all of that and trying to establish a deeper connection with God and as I read the bible, some frightening questions have come to mind! The questions in my mind for the past few weeks have been "If God knows our beginning and end, why would he allow people to be evil and be sent to hell?", "Why did God create things like evilness and temptation for us if he knew we were going to give in in the first place?", " God is ALL KNOWING, so why would he create some people to put in hell and some in heaven if he loves us so much"? "Why does he allow suffering of innocent people, ESPECIALLY children? People say without no suffering there's no compassion...why didn't he just make us with some compassion instead of hurting people for no reason?" Basically to sum it up " why didn't God make us all perfect so he wouldn't have to send anyone to hell? What is the point in making us evil? why would you create sin so that you could create a son to suffer in agonizing pain that you created? Why does everything have to be done the hard way?" Now that I'm trying to get a deeper connection with God, it seems like we're even more far apart. I'm looking for answers and all the wrong things are popping up. I read this article by the creator of this website "Mark Slick" and it was the worst one that I've come across. It's so bad that it made me create an account here to maybe try to talk to him and see other people's opinion. The title of it is "Why should God make people knowing they are going to Hell forever?" . Anyway, I've loved and believed in God all my life, and I don't want that to change. These life altering question literally make me break down in tears when I think about them. It makes me feel like I haven't been serving the God I thought I have all my life. Would my loving, understanding, caring, gentle, all knowing God really create something knowing that it's going to hell, knowing that He's hurting people, knowing that it isn't fair? I just need answers. And please don't say because He can. That isn't an answer. It's 2:00 a.m. and I'm on a Christain discussion board, this is something that I never thought I would be doing. I'm desperate for an answer. I feel bad for questioning God also, because all my life I've been told I was wrong to do so and I believe everything is in his plan. I also feel very alone and frightened, and all I want to do is feel closer to God. He's all I have. But how could I do that with all of these questions weighing on my mind? I just need some help.
Hey everyone, I'm Chelsi and I've been a Christain all my life. Born and raised in the church. However, I feel like I haven't taken on the full responsibility of a christain until a few months ago. Before I would do basic Christain people things such as go to church, sing in the chior, try to be a good person, ect. Recently I've started going deeper with all of that and trying to establish a deeper connection with God and as I read the bible, some frightening questions have come to mind! The questions in my mind for the past few weeks have been "If God knows our beginning and end, why would he allow people to be evil and be sent to hell?", "Why did God create things like evilness and temptation for us if he knew we were going to give in in the first place?", " God is ALL KNOWING, so why would he create some people to put in hell and some in heaven if he loves us so much"? "Why does he allow suffering of innocent people, ESPECIALLY children? People say without no suffering there's no compassion...why didn't he just make us with some compassion instead of hurting people for no reason?" Basically to sum it up " why didn't God make us all perfect so he wouldn't have to send anyone to hell? What is the point in making us evil? why would you create sin so that you could create a son to suffer in agonizing pain that you created? Why does everything have to be done the hard way?" Now that I'm trying to get a deeper connection with God, it seems like we're even more far apart. I'm looking for answers and all the wrong things are popping up. I read this article by the creator of this website "Mark Slick" and it was the worst one that I've come across. It's so bad that it made me create an account here to maybe try to talk to him and see other people's opinion. The title of it is "Why should God make people knowing they are going to Hell forever?" . Anyway, I've loved and believed in God all my life, and I don't want that to change. These life altering question literally make me break down in tears when I think about them. It makes me feel like I haven't been serving the God I thought I have all my life. Would my loving, understanding, caring, gentle, all knowing God really create something knowing that it's going to hell, knowing that He's hurting people, knowing that it isn't fair? I just need answers. And please don't say because He can. That isn't an answer. It's 2:00 a.m. and I'm on a Christain discussion board, this is something that I never thought I would be doing. I'm desperate for an answer. I feel bad for questioning God also, because all my life I've been told I was wrong to do so and I believe everything is in his plan. I also feel very alone and frightened, and all I want to do is feel closer to God. He's all I have. But how could I do that with all of these questions weighing on my mind? I just need some help.