I've been a Christian my entire life and I've always feared God almighty...
however, ive recently discovered the ugaritic texts along with sumerian tablets which predate the hebrews as well as phoenicians/canaanites as well....
ive been distraught lately trying to figure out what to refer to god as... Jehovah? Elohim? El? El Shaddai? Elyon? Yahweh? Baal (which means master/lord in Hebrew)?
There are so many names... and i just find it even more awkward that El, Elyon, and yahweh are among the pantheon of the Ugaritic (pre-canaanite) texts....
Ive been kind of in a limbo state with God lately... How can I take his word seriously (about not having any other gods before him) when he's one among the many Canaanite pantheon deities?
I'm well aware of the Hebrew lexicon, however, I don't know the details of the language...
Tell me why/how if you read Genesis, Numbers, and Exodus, "God" (not to denote Him, but im unsure of his TRUE name) he shifts from plural (Elohim) to singular (El, Elyon, Shaddai, Jehovah [YHWH])... He even presented himself to Abraham as "El" to indicate some sort of familiarity within his peoples' polytheistic religion... Elyon is used three times in genesis (if im not mistaken, which im sure i am) and Shaddai was used as well... Are these mere adjectives or are they in fact all singular separate deities representing "one" God?
The old testament is so erratic at keeping ONE name of the Lord consistent (in Hebrew).... Elohim created the Heavens and Earth... Elohim spoke to moses, yet a few verses later, it was Jehovah that spake unto Moses seemingly 10 minutes after the fact ELOHIM spoke to him! God presented himself as "El" to Abram... God was satisfied at being called "Baal" at one point until possibly the rise of other "Baals" (masters/lords)... All of these examples of which I speak are from the Bible IN HEBREW... If you read it in English you will not know what I'm talking about...
As we know, the Ugaritic texts pre-date the Hebrews and the fact these deities names pre-date the bible, you can see the cultural relativity....
Help me brothers & sisters.. im at a fork in the road in my life right now, i want to give my all to God but im afraid his origins are of polytheistic backgrounds and its tough to take his word seriously if this is true...
Lately I've been serving God blindly. Mainly out of fear instead of love (because I can't love anything if I'm in the dark about WHO He is). I hate that I feel this way but I'm being honest. I want to serve God with love and not just fear because of his wrath. I know WHAT He is (the almighty) however I don't know WHO he is (multitude of names from a polytheistic pre-hebrew pantheon)... I read the Bible almost every single day so don't tell me to read up on him I've been doing this my entire life... This question is outside of the bible about what's inside of the bible, not the other way around...
Much gratitude upon your reponse(s)!
PS: Here is an example of my weight of confusion:
A) Aaron crafted a golden bull to satisfy the Jews as a representation of "God". This is ironic because "El" was a bull god in the Ugaritic (canaanite) texts/pantheon.
B) To counter A, Moses was irate as much as God was about what Aaron/the Jews had done. Moses was the first to see God physically (face-to-backside) and the fact that the bull wasn't acceptable to Moses or God says that this was an example of digging up the past and falsely misrepresenting God's true image and name. They attributed Jehovah (or Elohim) for "El" of the Ugaritic pantheon. Consequently, this infuriated God.
Boy this is probably the most stressful time in my life. Being only 24 years old, I've had some stressful situations, but this takes the cake.
however, ive recently discovered the ugaritic texts along with sumerian tablets which predate the hebrews as well as phoenicians/canaanites as well....
ive been distraught lately trying to figure out what to refer to god as... Jehovah? Elohim? El? El Shaddai? Elyon? Yahweh? Baal (which means master/lord in Hebrew)?
There are so many names... and i just find it even more awkward that El, Elyon, and yahweh are among the pantheon of the Ugaritic (pre-canaanite) texts....
Ive been kind of in a limbo state with God lately... How can I take his word seriously (about not having any other gods before him) when he's one among the many Canaanite pantheon deities?
I'm well aware of the Hebrew lexicon, however, I don't know the details of the language...
Tell me why/how if you read Genesis, Numbers, and Exodus, "God" (not to denote Him, but im unsure of his TRUE name) he shifts from plural (Elohim) to singular (El, Elyon, Shaddai, Jehovah [YHWH])... He even presented himself to Abraham as "El" to indicate some sort of familiarity within his peoples' polytheistic religion... Elyon is used three times in genesis (if im not mistaken, which im sure i am) and Shaddai was used as well... Are these mere adjectives or are they in fact all singular separate deities representing "one" God?
The old testament is so erratic at keeping ONE name of the Lord consistent (in Hebrew).... Elohim created the Heavens and Earth... Elohim spoke to moses, yet a few verses later, it was Jehovah that spake unto Moses seemingly 10 minutes after the fact ELOHIM spoke to him! God presented himself as "El" to Abram... God was satisfied at being called "Baal" at one point until possibly the rise of other "Baals" (masters/lords)... All of these examples of which I speak are from the Bible IN HEBREW... If you read it in English you will not know what I'm talking about...
As we know, the Ugaritic texts pre-date the Hebrews and the fact these deities names pre-date the bible, you can see the cultural relativity....
Help me brothers & sisters.. im at a fork in the road in my life right now, i want to give my all to God but im afraid his origins are of polytheistic backgrounds and its tough to take his word seriously if this is true...
Lately I've been serving God blindly. Mainly out of fear instead of love (because I can't love anything if I'm in the dark about WHO He is). I hate that I feel this way but I'm being honest. I want to serve God with love and not just fear because of his wrath. I know WHAT He is (the almighty) however I don't know WHO he is (multitude of names from a polytheistic pre-hebrew pantheon)... I read the Bible almost every single day so don't tell me to read up on him I've been doing this my entire life... This question is outside of the bible about what's inside of the bible, not the other way around...
Much gratitude upon your reponse(s)!
PS: Here is an example of my weight of confusion:
A) Aaron crafted a golden bull to satisfy the Jews as a representation of "God". This is ironic because "El" was a bull god in the Ugaritic (canaanite) texts/pantheon.
B) To counter A, Moses was irate as much as God was about what Aaron/the Jews had done. Moses was the first to see God physically (face-to-backside) and the fact that the bull wasn't acceptable to Moses or God says that this was an example of digging up the past and falsely misrepresenting God's true image and name. They attributed Jehovah (or Elohim) for "El" of the Ugaritic pantheon. Consequently, this infuriated God.
Boy this is probably the most stressful time in my life. Being only 24 years old, I've had some stressful situations, but this takes the cake.
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