Unbearable pain.

[Cerulean_Butterfly]

I'm going through so much. And It's like I have no one. I feel so alone. I feel like the only way out is my razor blades. I just can't take this pain and burden anymore. I miss my bulmia... i want to go back to it, but for some reason, im not. I just i dunno. This pain is so over-wellming. My heart is so hurt. And my mind is so confused. I'm just so lost...

-Jo.

 

[els_bells]

I am so sorry to hear of your pain . I don't really know what to say cos I'm going through a similar situation. Struggling with self harm and eating probs, feeling like giving up completely. Just know that you are not alone, let me know if there's anything i can do.
I'll be praying
xxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[TheMainException]

I love you, I love you more than my own life......I wish I could save you from the pain....

 

[Evie]

I'm going through so much. And It's like I have no one. I feel so alone. I feel like the only way out is my razor blades. I just can't take this pain and burden anymore. I miss my bulmia... i want to go back to it, but for some reason, im not. I just i dunno. This pain is so over-wellming. My heart is so hurt. And my mind is so confused. I'm just so lost...

-Jo.

dear Jesus,
I pray for extremelove4God,give her comfort Lord. Strength when in need and your loving arms around her for her to hold on to you .

heres a hug!

 

[Cerulean_Butterfly]

Feeling better now. I guess i just had to vent earlier, it really helped. Thanks y'all.

-Jo.

 

[tjboie2001]

J o you have been there for me now let me be there for you ok.

 

[lala]

Y'know. You ain't alone. I feel that loneliness every single day even though I've parents who care and siblings who love me. I'll manage to find the little details in life to be displeased with. I'll cry myself silly. Take medication to put myself to sleep. Do things that hurt myself and just wallow deep into depression. I'm so tired of everything that I even pray for death... immediate death. I'm nearing a breakdown but somehow, I just can't do anything about it.

 

[LavendarVanilla]

Jo~

I may be a day or so late........ but I want you to know that I care about you. Having delt with an ED myself, I know that bulimia is not something that you really want to go back to. It sounds to me as if you are wanting to "purge" something from your life and you aren't sure about how to do it. Please talk to someone........ a close friend, coworker or pastor.......... don't hurt yourself. Get away from what ails you and strive on towards God. Do you go to church somewhere? Try to hook up with a Youth Director or someone that you can put your trust in............ I'm praying for you. Take care!

 

[Cerulean_Butterfly]

Yeah, you're right. I am trying to 'purge' something from my life. But i hold back, because I dont want to ruin the progress i've made. And I want to be normal, and healthy.

I talk to my best friend about it. She gets me through it. Thanks so much,

-Jo.

 

[Cerulean_Butterfly]

Thanks for all the prayers, everyone. I've been doing much better than I was the other day. I'm getting through. God has helped very much. Thanks again.

-Jo.

 

[wardpossy]

I am praying for you and am here if ever you need someone

 

[Swanee]

Hi Jo, I can't believe what I have just read. Earlier tonight i saw a post that you had done and was impressed, impressed enough to check out your profile. I immediately thought what a beautiful young woman. I then checked out your Guestbook, and was overwhelmed by the high regard that people hold you. You are so admired, respected and loved. I have my own problems in my walk, but I found you such an inspiration, with so much beauty, inner and outer, and so much to live for.

Then I happened to read this post, and I couldn't believe that it was the same person. Jo, you don't know me, but I feel I know you, and i just want you to know that you are loved, people are praying for you, and care deeply about you.

Thank you for being an inspiration to me.

 

[Cerulean_Butterfly]

Um, wow.... thanks. No one has ever said that to me before... I'm flattered. Thank you.

-Jo.

 

[Kari8276]

Someone, anyone, please pray for me... I can NOT get over my ex, who is now "dating" someone in Russia, and even though we still spend a lot of time together, SHE gets the roses for V-Day, not me! The memories, feeling, all of it, makes me want to ball up in a corner and cry... I wish I could fall asleep and stay there until all the hurts and emotions are gone away.... I miss (and love) him SO dearly....................

:*(****

 

[Marie]

Jo, sis, I love you.

 

[crossrunner]

Consider yourself "cyber-hugged"

 

[Cerulean_Butterfly]

Thanks.

I love you too, Jamie.

And, uh... i'll pray for you Kari.

-Jo.

 

[Kari8276]

And, uh... i'll pray for you Kari.



...Ok thanks. I'll take all I can get!

 

[Cerulean_Butterfly]

No problem.

 

[Just Me Garry]

Hi Jo, Whatever you do, do not give up. I am reminded of a time in Joseph's life when he had so much heartache, brothers selling him into slavery, and many other terrible things. Let us see what the Lord did for him.

Gen 41:51 And Joseph called the name of the firstborn Manasseh: For God, said he, hath made me forget all my toil, and all my father's house.
Gen 41:52 And the name of the second called he Ephraim: For God hath caused me to be fruitful in the land of my affliction.

The Lord has begun a good work in you and will continue to do that work until the day of Jesus Christ. It is that we do not always pray and study enough and satan gets a foothold in our lives, and of course we need our brothers and sisters prayers too. We all have struggles.

Look at Jesus they crucified him and all he did is bring salvation, love, healing, eternal life, raised the dead and the list could go on and on.