For many years I have always wanted an earthly father. I know GOD is my heavenly Father and He is the perfect Father but still I have wanted an earthly father. So when I met my Pastor I won't say his name so I'll just call him Pastor T well I thought he was an answer to my prayers. Not only was he a compassionate Pastor he truly loved GOD and the congregation and when he preached he glowed with the Holy Spirit and GOD seemed so present when Pastor T spoke I almost expected to physically see Jesus standing there. He and I instintly clicked and I thought of him as a father figure from day one. I saw him as GOD's answer to my prayers for an earthly father. This was confirmed to me when Pastor T and his family knew this and accepted it. I was never told that was wrong so I took it as an answer to prayer. So for 5 years Pastor T has been my Pastor and an earthly father to me. Then this last Sunday a deacon announced that the Church council took a unanimous vote for Pastor T's immediate resignation as there was a disagreement not on anything moral or any disagreement on the Gospel but still a disagreement so they voted for the resignation. I called Pastor T and asked him about it he said it was true there was a disagreement between him and the Church council that it was nothing big or moral or anything about the Gospel. So due to this disagreement the only "choice" they gave him was be fired or resign. Pastor T described it as he felt being put between a rock and a hard place. Pastor T told me he had to write his resignation letter under duress. He said he wanted to announce what happened himself and say goodbye but the Church council wouldn't allow him to do that. I'm incredibly upset by this. When I found out about this when they announced it at Church I walked out of the service. I had a panic attack. I've cried many times about it and I'm still very upset and angry about it. I'm furious with the Church council in my eyes they have taken my Dad away. Pastor T has no idea I'm upset as I keep the emotion out of my voice when I talk to him if he saw me though my red puffy eyes would give me away. I just don't want Pastor T worried about me he probably has enough on his plate right now. He may have to move though cause of this and I don't want him to go. I'm scared I'm gonna lose my Dad I'm scared he's gonna disappear. I'm very upset. Please pray about this whole situation.