Was watching a video on trials by James McDonald. He did the series at Harvest, Calvary Chapel Riverside, Ca. (you can view them at the website for free if interested Harvest Ministries with Greg Laurie) while he was out from the Midwest to get cancer treatments at Loma Linda University Hosp. He was and is living it. The series was one of the best (and hardest) I have ever heard.
The final note of the message(s) was to embrace what God has allowed into our lives as it was for our eternal good and possibly temporal. I am still trying to get my head around it but it would jive with Jacob wrestling with the Lord all night till God had had enough and touch his hip and crippled him for life...Jacob at that point (fight was over) begged that He not leave till He blessed him....it's the fight, the struggle, what ever form that may take for each one of us and it is as varying as our individual issues/disabilities, be it bitterness or unforgiveness or self imposed isolation or isolation that we can't do anything about, it you name it.
Example...I have not worked for almost 2 weeks, went to my mens study last night in awful shape as I have been doing home repairs (lousy 2 hrs a day >.< ) and we got on the topic of trials. I have a garage full of tools and the knowledge as to their use. There is a work day tomorrow at church and I was bemoaning the fact that I was useless...elder said, give an hour...hmm, sure ok, I will do it with in my ability...I had let just a little of my self pity go to the wayside and was bent on going...today I get a phone call from one of my camps to come drive for the weekend. I surrendered to what I thought I could not do but with God's help I would give it the old college try and I get a call to earn some much needed money...God will meet us anywhere, anytime, under any circumstances if we are will to just give an inch...He will bless with a mile.
Soooo....embracing the thorn, as Paul did (and wrote most of our new testament) what can you embrace and let go of? I really want to hear in short what your biggest struggle is connected to your thorn and what you want to embrace how ever small and then share what God does in return.
This could turn out to be victory for us and glory for Him and encouragement to all...let us see what God has for us.
One last question...I have no answer for this (yet)...do we, can we, praise Him in our darkest place?
Disclaimer...I am no theologian and have been bitter over my physical problems and emotional issues most of my life...I have reached a place where, like Jacob, I am too tired to fight and don't want to waste any more of the little time I have left here...in other words I am a basket case simply trying to keep it from on raveling anymore than it already has...this was my one feeble attempt at humor...I promise not to attempt anymore as I am not properly license to practice it
The final note of the message(s) was to embrace what God has allowed into our lives as it was for our eternal good and possibly temporal. I am still trying to get my head around it but it would jive with Jacob wrestling with the Lord all night till God had had enough and touch his hip and crippled him for life...Jacob at that point (fight was over) begged that He not leave till He blessed him....it's the fight, the struggle, what ever form that may take for each one of us and it is as varying as our individual issues/disabilities, be it bitterness or unforgiveness or self imposed isolation or isolation that we can't do anything about, it you name it.
Example...I have not worked for almost 2 weeks, went to my mens study last night in awful shape as I have been doing home repairs (lousy 2 hrs a day >.< ) and we got on the topic of trials. I have a garage full of tools and the knowledge as to their use. There is a work day tomorrow at church and I was bemoaning the fact that I was useless...elder said, give an hour...hmm, sure ok, I will do it with in my ability...I had let just a little of my self pity go to the wayside and was bent on going...today I get a phone call from one of my camps to come drive for the weekend. I surrendered to what I thought I could not do but with God's help I would give it the old college try and I get a call to earn some much needed money...God will meet us anywhere, anytime, under any circumstances if we are will to just give an inch...He will bless with a mile.
Soooo....embracing the thorn, as Paul did (and wrote most of our new testament) what can you embrace and let go of? I really want to hear in short what your biggest struggle is connected to your thorn and what you want to embrace how ever small and then share what God does in return.
This could turn out to be victory for us and glory for Him and encouragement to all...let us see what God has for us.
One last question...I have no answer for this (yet)...do we, can we, praise Him in our darkest place?
Disclaimer...I am no theologian and have been bitter over my physical problems and emotional issues most of my life...I have reached a place where, like Jacob, I am too tired to fight and don't want to waste any more of the little time I have left here...in other words I am a basket case simply trying to keep it from on raveling anymore than it already has...this was my one feeble attempt at humor...I promise not to attempt anymore as I am not properly license to practice it