- Dec 23, 2010
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For the last four years, Jehovah's Witnesses came to my door every few months. I usually take the Watchtower booklet and tell them I will look it over. Usually I just trash it. I don't mean to be rude with them but I'm not looking to be converted.
They came back about a month ago and i told them that now would not be a good time to talk( it wasn't) and I asked them to come back midweek. In the meantime, I read the Watchtower booklet and wrote some questions/notes down. I took out my Bible and cross-referenced it with scripture quoted in Watchtower and found some inconsistencies.
The women came back and I invited them in. I served some refreshments and made some small talk but they were ready to get down to business. I looked at the one woman and it was impressed upon me that she was not always a JW. I asked her what she was before a JW, prehaps Baptist? She looked at me surprised and confirmed. I asked why she converted. I was told that her mother was a JW but also she didn't like how "mysterious and cryptic" the Bible is written. I explained that Jesus wrote in parables...etc
I began feeling strange and did not feel God's presence with me. I felt a coldness, a void. The women began asking me questions and if I agreed with this or that. Since I disagreed that Jesus was God's first creation, I was asked to read from my Bible where that was was stated. I SAW AN ILLUSION. i saw the words and read them aloud! I couldn't believe what I was reading. I could hear myself agreeing with what they were saying! The woman were listing examples as to why the trinity did not exist, that Jesus did not have the same power as God...etc
I gave them examples to try and contradict that but it ended up making their case stronger. Where does it say trinity in the Bible? Where does it show Jesus\God evrr as one etc... I remember, I had bible verses and notes written down and everything was turned against me. They say that unless te Bible explicitly states something as fact, then it does not exist.
I felt emotionally drained, confused and upset by the time they left. As I walked them to the door, I noticed a third woman in a car waiting.
What upset me the most was not feeling God's presence but the evil and oppression. I felt confused and embarrassed. I saw an illusion! And I felt like I was trying to be deceived under the guise of light.
I don't understand why God was not there with me when I prayed a lot about it. Now these women are supposed to be coming back and I don't think I want them to come into my home again.
Does anyone have advice or words of encouragement and support?
Thank you,
Erie
They came back about a month ago and i told them that now would not be a good time to talk( it wasn't) and I asked them to come back midweek. In the meantime, I read the Watchtower booklet and wrote some questions/notes down. I took out my Bible and cross-referenced it with scripture quoted in Watchtower and found some inconsistencies.
The women came back and I invited them in. I served some refreshments and made some small talk but they were ready to get down to business. I looked at the one woman and it was impressed upon me that she was not always a JW. I asked her what she was before a JW, prehaps Baptist? She looked at me surprised and confirmed. I asked why she converted. I was told that her mother was a JW but also she didn't like how "mysterious and cryptic" the Bible is written. I explained that Jesus wrote in parables...etc
I began feeling strange and did not feel God's presence with me. I felt a coldness, a void. The women began asking me questions and if I agreed with this or that. Since I disagreed that Jesus was God's first creation, I was asked to read from my Bible where that was was stated. I SAW AN ILLUSION. i saw the words and read them aloud! I couldn't believe what I was reading. I could hear myself agreeing with what they were saying! The woman were listing examples as to why the trinity did not exist, that Jesus did not have the same power as God...etc
I gave them examples to try and contradict that but it ended up making their case stronger. Where does it say trinity in the Bible? Where does it show Jesus\God evrr as one etc... I remember, I had bible verses and notes written down and everything was turned against me. They say that unless te Bible explicitly states something as fact, then it does not exist.
I felt emotionally drained, confused and upset by the time they left. As I walked them to the door, I noticed a third woman in a car waiting.
What upset me the most was not feeling God's presence but the evil and oppression. I felt confused and embarrassed. I saw an illusion! And I felt like I was trying to be deceived under the guise of light.
I don't understand why God was not there with me when I prayed a lot about it. Now these women are supposed to be coming back and I don't think I want them to come into my home again.
Does anyone have advice or words of encouragement and support?
Thank you,
Erie