Spiritual rut, lost...as Rus said, "join the club!"
In the spiritual rut and lost club, I declare myself president and I'm rigging the election Putin-style. Nobody can outdo my wandering lost feeling this year. I'm at the top of that pyramid...
Jesus said " we must be born again etc John 3: 7
It is also called the Kundalini in Indian religions .
It is a period when all our 'reperes' are destroyed ,all the values ,all the habits
and assumptions of the 'truth' gradually ,or in some cases suddenly like in near death situations ,
are destroyed and we are faced with only one way to go ,towards God ,or try to make everthing
as it was before . That is why when people become very sick and sometimes are forced to get
better 'as quickly as possible' by takng very heavy drugs etc it often kills them .T
there is no account taken of this opportunity to 'heal the interior ' by letting go ,prayer ,reading
and inner searching ,inner Healing .It takes time ,often years ,and in the world we live in more
and more difficult as it is mostly artificial ,but we must go inwards ,and let go off the world at least somewhat ;
There you will find God's purpose for you ,and He has a purpose for you ,that is for sure
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