Send up some Orthodox prayers for me

SuperCloud

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In Divine Liturgy or during your own private times.

On two other places on CF I put up requests for prayers. I should have posted it here too. My addictions are spiraling me downward. Funny how things can improve for me while still getting worse. And I don't have faith in any "hitting bottom" for myself. The only faith I can muster is in God and I tend to believe in the power of prayer.
 

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Thank you, ArmyMatt and RobNJ. This is a very difficult point for me. A very painful one too. I need Jesus. I need God. The despair and suicidal feelings are very severe.

Unlike Robin Williams--presumably--I have a fear of damnation in hell. That has always helped prevented me from committing suicide. But if it weren't for a fear of hell I would likely take my own life. No more what is out of my control, powerless over, and wishing I weren't burden with what I am burdened with against my choice. And finally some rest and peace.
 
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