- Jan 25, 2013
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My mom started an argument, after I reveled a thing that happened in the past and how it hurt that it happened. She went off on me, calling me names and a liar, that I imagined it all.
She still blames me for past events, involving her relationships with men, her husband and many other things. My heart hurts she still brings things up from the past, like I lied about things that happened to me as a kid, from some of the poor choices she made. I do not lie about what past boyfriends did to me or what her husband did to me. She blinded herself to the truth and it did not help she went back to old habits, like the addictions she had in the past. When she backslid back in 2005 and she started to date her husband, they both drank together and did drugs together. She beat me up a few times back then, knowing I had no where else to go and because I was dealing with medical issues back then, took advantage of my kindness to not want to fight with her. I still hurt from that abuse, knowing it should not of happened, just because her husband was abusive to her back then. It hurts she felt the need to take it out on me, instead of getting help and getting help for her husband, for their addictions. There was more brought up, but I did not want to make a long post about it, it was just heartbreaking how she thinks I am lying about past events.
I am glad she came back to the Lord, that her husband got saved in the last years of his life. It showed me God heard my prayers, to change their hearts and get them going to church again.
After the argument she started, it seems she still holds resentment towards others and me. I ask for prayer she let go of the past and stop blaming others and me, for the past. That it is time to move forward, to seek God more and get a better relationship with him. To see that even though she can blind herself to the truth, others will not. Pray God lift any hate, anger and resentment off her shoulders, she has towards anyone. Thank you to those that pray for this situation. Have a blessed day and weekend.
She still blames me for past events, involving her relationships with men, her husband and many other things. My heart hurts she still brings things up from the past, like I lied about things that happened to me as a kid, from some of the poor choices she made. I do not lie about what past boyfriends did to me or what her husband did to me. She blinded herself to the truth and it did not help she went back to old habits, like the addictions she had in the past. When she backslid back in 2005 and she started to date her husband, they both drank together and did drugs together. She beat me up a few times back then, knowing I had no where else to go and because I was dealing with medical issues back then, took advantage of my kindness to not want to fight with her. I still hurt from that abuse, knowing it should not of happened, just because her husband was abusive to her back then. It hurts she felt the need to take it out on me, instead of getting help and getting help for her husband, for their addictions. There was more brought up, but I did not want to make a long post about it, it was just heartbreaking how she thinks I am lying about past events.
I am glad she came back to the Lord, that her husband got saved in the last years of his life. It showed me God heard my prayers, to change their hearts and get them going to church again.
After the argument she started, it seems she still holds resentment towards others and me. I ask for prayer she let go of the past and stop blaming others and me, for the past. That it is time to move forward, to seek God more and get a better relationship with him. To see that even though she can blind herself to the truth, others will not. Pray God lift any hate, anger and resentment off her shoulders, she has towards anyone. Thank you to those that pray for this situation. Have a blessed day and weekend.
