I used to have really strong faith and trust in God (or maybe I just thought I did) but going through college & different life experiences I had made me extremely disillusioned and I lost my trust. Later on I lost my faith in God's goodness (history of a very bad relationship with my parents) and then reading Zealot by Reza Aslan just kind of was the straw that broke the horse's back. I gave up on going to church (I just couldn't take it anymore after a while) and reading the Bible, but at the time I also realized that I was co-dependent and started reading about that. Co-dependency recovery involved the 12 steps (which is faith-based) and that helped a lot. I started a book of positive quotes which eventually began to include Bible verses and I would read that every night. Then, one day, it just wasn't enough anymore and I started reading the Bible again. Over all that time period, I always would pray, even if it was grudgingly, and looking back, I can now see that God was working in my life the whole time.
Now I'm working on just building a relationship with God and I'm kind of wondering how this works. I know that God's nature is unchanging but He makes us all so different and wants a personal relationship with each one of us. How do we go about building that? I know all the work isn't done on our ends, but what we do is important, so what should I do to strengthen mine, and what do you guys do? How has God worked to heal what is broken in you guys, and what can I do to help that process along for myself? I have a tendency to have more compassion for others and not enough for myself (co-dependence) and that has gotten me into some screwy situations, but focusing on God has helped to lessen that and I want it to continue, I want to be the emotionally sound person that God wants me to be, and I need some pointers on how to keep getting there. Also, when you pray for God's guidance, how do you know that it's God guiding you or that you're hearing God's voice and that it's not something else? Thank you
Now I'm working on just building a relationship with God and I'm kind of wondering how this works. I know that God's nature is unchanging but He makes us all so different and wants a personal relationship with each one of us. How do we go about building that? I know all the work isn't done on our ends, but what we do is important, so what should I do to strengthen mine, and what do you guys do? How has God worked to heal what is broken in you guys, and what can I do to help that process along for myself? I have a tendency to have more compassion for others and not enough for myself (co-dependence) and that has gotten me into some screwy situations, but focusing on God has helped to lessen that and I want it to continue, I want to be the emotionally sound person that God wants me to be, and I need some pointers on how to keep getting there. Also, when you pray for God's guidance, how do you know that it's God guiding you or that you're hearing God's voice and that it's not something else? Thank you
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