hello restore, God's blessings on you. i will pray for you.
also, i don't know if this is what you are looking for but i thought it was interesting. i copied it from a website a long time ago and saved it, but i don't remember which website. i do remember it was written by a pastor.
I can talk to you a bit about curses. My ministry is a five fold ministry so to speak. We minister to broken marriages, deliverance from generational curses and addictions, demonology and paganism, we are a prophetic ministry as well. We delve into as many areas as God has given us to work in. Pretty much when you are dealing with hurting people and situations, many times you can find that the root stems from other things, such as generational curses, open doors that have allowed satan and demons into their lives, curses or spells that someone else has brought against them. We have seen and dealt with it all the past five years.
As for curses. First understand that you are blessed. You were bought for a price, you are paid for and your blessings in Christ are paid for. Blessed means you are indued with power from Heaven. (You are blessed Simon). On this will I build my church ON This hell will not win anymore. Christ means anointed one of God who will remove the burden and remove the yoke. He is the yoke destroying curse removing Christ, and He did that for you the day He died on the cross. It became yours the day you accepted Him as your Lord and Savior.
Curses they come three ways Someone speaks it over you. Words are seeds guard your mouth, put guard on words spoken over you. You do this by rebuking and binding curses spoken over you. You should do this as the Archangel Micheal did this. He was equal in power and strength with satan. They were Gods top angels. So when satan came to steal the body of Moses and God sent Micheal to stop him, you will note in scripture that Micheal had to do this in a certain way. Satan was and is defeated by Jesus only. Micheal said, The Lord Jesus Christ rebuke and bind you satan. We should take example from that.
2) Curse you put on self complaining get your eyes off the problem and on promise. God says as truly as I live, that which you have spoken in my ears, that is what I am going to do to you. Speak over your life only the things God says about you. Whatever you speak can manifest, negative and positive. So always speak positive affirmation over yourself and your situation.
3) Generational curse. Curses that have passed down through the generations. Generational curses are scriptural. Generational curses are not permanent though, they can be broken. How..just by knowing and declaring the blood, the blood destroyed all curses upon Gods children.
Jesus shed His blood 7 times for those curses and you are redeemed by that shedding of blood. Redeemed means you are reseen by God, you are free.
Jesus shed His blood: 1)In garden of gesemity. In the garden of eden, eve beguiled Adam to eat the forbidden fruit, but Adam made the decision to chose his will over Gods instruction/Gods will. This is when satan became powerful in this world. In the garden of Gesemity, the man part of Jesus cried out and the God part of Jesus said "not my will but your will be done". It was there and then that He sweat great drops of blood in fear. This blood shed and Jesus choosing Gods will over His own, undid what Adam had done in the garden of Eden. Jesus broke that curse of satans power over us right there.
2)Whipping post 39 stripes on our Lords back. Now it shall come to pass. He will add his super to your natural. This shed of blood broke the curse of sickness and brought healing for all Gods people, and by His stripes we are healed.
3)Crown of thorns the thorns respresent the curse on finances, a symbol of your job. In eden, through the ground was cursed, thorns grew, God spoke the words of working, sweat of brow labor. This curse was broken when Jesus bled from the crown of thorns being forced down upon His head. James 5 latter and former rain (Lord of Saboeth) means master avenger. He gives us back what was stolen and whats coming (from former generations). Latter and former rain multiplied by seven ( the Blood)
4)Hands When the nails were pounded through his hands/wrists, this broke curses and we now prosper in everything we touch.
5)Feet prosper. The nails driven through His feet. He gave to you every place you put the sole of your feet. Pharoah enslaved Gods people, took their wealth. They called on the Lord of Saboeth freed children of God, brought blessing. They left with 400 yrs. Wages owed to them. Reason we are the head and not tail.
6)Piericed side. Broke all curses.
7)Bruised inside Jesus bled internally from that beating. Bruised inside internally bleeding. The bleeding of inquity for the things inside us we need delivered of.
He stomped the devils forehead and took the keys and gave them to us when He broke every curse upon our lives.
Annoint your life with the blood. Put everything under the blood of Jesus, and those curses are destroyed. Yourself, your spouse, your children, your family, your finances, your home, your car, everything. Name the blood source, that is what I do. Sickness is gone from my body because by His stripes I am healed. The curse of proverty is gone from me, because by the blood shed by my Lord Jesus from the crown of thorns. My hands prosper at everything by the blood of His hands when nailed to the cross. Every place the soles of my feet touch is given unto me by the blood shed from His feet when nailed to the cross. And so on...
You see, satan tries to keep stealing from us, thinking we are stupid and we cannot do anything about it. He knows that he has no power over us and anything that belongs to us, but until you let him know that you know this, he will keep trying to pull it off. You have to tell him to get packing, that you caught him red handed stealing and now he has to give it all back seven fold, for the blood was shed seven fold for you and that blood destroyed his curses upon us long ago. Give the devil notice, it really is that simple. Because it has already been done by Jesus, you just have to claim it and let the enemy know that you are not tolerating it.
You have the power through Christ to deliver yourself of anything sis. It has already been done, already been paid for, it is yours, take it.