What I have realized is that I have really not been being a Christian in the right ways. Now yes, I do praise God everyday and give thanks and such, but I have realized that I need to start living for Jesus and not for me. I have noticed that my prayers are often about my life, ways to improve it, and thats not the way to go. From this point on, I am going to be focusing my prayers and life and how I can do better for Jesus, and I know that He will show me the way.