I've been dating my girlfriend for nearly 7 years now, through that time she had cheated on me 4 times. Now I'm no longer with her. But the last one, which just happened over a week ago was very painful for me.
I live in Indonesia, I'm a doctor and my ex is a doctor too.
She is one year younger than me.
She was my first girlfriend, though I was her seventh.
If you're asking why I write my personal story in this forum cause I feel noone here knows me, and that's better. I don't want my mother to know my problems. I don't want her to be troubled with my problems. I have friends, a lot of them, but I tend to keep my personal problems to myself, only a few of my friends know my problems right to the very details.
And in 17 days time from now I'm going to face a test in the internal medicine department for a specialist course... but I just can't put anything inside my head right now.
I'm so very desperately devastated...
Maybe you don't know my story with her... but I just need someone to talk to...
I live in Indonesia, I'm a doctor and my ex is a doctor too.
She is one year younger than me.
She was my first girlfriend, though I was her seventh.
If you're asking why I write my personal story in this forum cause I feel noone here knows me, and that's better. I don't want my mother to know my problems. I don't want her to be troubled with my problems. I have friends, a lot of them, but I tend to keep my personal problems to myself, only a few of my friends know my problems right to the very details.
And in 17 days time from now I'm going to face a test in the internal medicine department for a specialist course... but I just can't put anything inside my head right now.
I'm so very desperately devastated...
Maybe you don't know my story with her... but I just need someone to talk to...