Tonight it seemed the preacher was speaking directly to me. He was talking about how our plans at this time of the year don't always go according to our plans. Like Joseph and Mary were planning a wedding not having a baby. My mother is not doing well in a nursing home and I am having reconstruction surgery after having a modified radical mastectomy for breast cancer. My husband and I also do home visits as Santa and Mrs Claus. I am not sure what God was telling me whether my surgery was not going to happen or Mom is going home or our Santa visits are not going to happen. Any thoughts or has this happened to anyone else recently.