following received
in response to the question
what is the meaning of life?
In the beginning I AM...
I AM absolutely all there is...
I AM male.....thought...
I AM female.....emotion...
There is no material as you know...
My size is whatever I choose it to be...
I vibrate at a rate you cannot comprehend...
I move so fast I appear to be motionless...
Like the surface of a clear lake...
There is no light as you know it...
I have no desire, as I am everything...
Listen closely to this ... and understand...
To be I must express...
To the degree that you understand,
you will know my love for you
To that degree return your love to me...
To express...I image-in a thought...
To this thought I give, emotion
Conception will manifest in my present...
What manifests will be a part of me,...
as I am all there is...
To experience myself I create illusion...
Illusion requires opposites...
I give parts of myself the illusion of
identity by slowing down its vibration...
Each part has a piece of my consciousness...
One special part is given the ability to create..
Some of these you call angels...
They are perfect, as you are perfect...
You are all still me...
This state you have called Eden...
These special parts are fully aware of me...
There is no illusion...
All of their expectations are being fulfilled...
To become more like me, they are offered an
opportunity to enter a world of illusion...
The ones that choose to do so become explorers...
Some will create unknown experiences...
Through them I am able to experience what
they experience...
The ones that accept are placed into
bodies that are vibrating very slowly
and their remembrance of me is blocked...
To motivate this part, I give them desire...
Unconsciously they remember Eden...
They know they are missing something,but
they can't remember what...
Their quest will be to return to Eden...
They will return to me with more compassion,
empathy, and love...
This is what they were sent to find...
This is why I ask you to give your love to me
so that I can give even more back to you...
When you start your first quest you are
full of expectations, but...
You will have no experience or conscience
to draw upon...
In time you will find that you can call upon
me at anytime for any help needed...
At all times I will have helpers, both seen
and unseen to guide you...
You will also meet many on the road you are
traveling, ready to help you, but you won't
know this, and you will be crying for help
when it is already there...
When the student is ready, the teacher will
appear, but you will not be experienced
enough in the early quests to recognize
me in the eyes of your fellow travelers,
you will be unable to tell your teachers
and your helpers apart...
Instead of giving fear and receiving fear,
you will eventually come to the realization
that to get anything you must simply give it...
When this happens you will start giving the
love you need, and you will be creating and
getting it back in even greater measure...
Unknowingly, you will be filling yourself
up with experiences creating love, awareness
compassion, all being the same thing...
And this is what I sent you out to find...
As you start giving this love to others you
will also be giving it back to me...
Remember, we are all still the same 'one'...
The steps you will need to go through to
go from fear to love are simple...
I created one law that is absolute...
It will always work...
It is always available...
AS YOU GIVE SO SHALL YOU RECEIVE...
I am a just father/mother...
When you 'know' this you will be halfway home...
I await you with open arms...
Remember that you were given the same powers
that I possess...
The ability to create by combining your
thoughts and your emotions...
To the degree that you add emotion to the
the thought it gains in strength...
Thoughts without any emotion will simply
dissipate...
Mixing thought and emotion gives birth to
a magnetic force that goes with you
everywhere...
This thought will have it's own color...
It will seek to find someone else with a
similar force about them...
The two coming in contact will dissipate
each other...
The result will be as pleasant or unpleasant
for you as the thought was when you
created it...
You have heard phrases like 'a yellow...
stripe down his back', 'green with envy'...
Study my colors and their meanings...
When you dress before a mirror you are
searching for clothes with the same
colors as the thoughts around you...
Your subconscious is telling you this to
help you, listen to what it is saying...
You've heard 'eyes are the window to the soul',
'did you see the look in his eyes'...
I want you to go to the post office or TV and
look at the 'most wanted' list...
Look at their eyes, look at their face...
Try to feel what they feel...
Pay special attention to those that cause
you discomfort...
Try to discover what is causing this
discomfort...
This lesson, when mastered, will reap many
benefits...
You will know that you are going forward on
the path:...
when you find fewer enemies and more friends...
when others seek you out rather than avoid you...
when you are not afraid of yourself...
when you enjoy being alone with yourself...
when your dreams are of love not fear...
when animals and children enjoy your presence...
when you enjoy giving more than receiving...
when your expectations diminish...
when you are less lonely, depressed, fearful...
when you use fewer I's and more You's...
You are vibration...
Everything is vibration...
When you do something loving you will feel
a tingling go through your body, from
the top down...
When you do something unloving you will
feel a shudder...
Be very aware of this, the sum of these
vibrations is you...
Between quests, when you are awaiting
another body to manifest through, you
will automatically go to your level of
vibration...
You also enter this level when you are
sleeping...
The nightmares you have were created by
your thoughts...
This is why I caution you to be very
careful of what reality you create...
When you hurt I hurt...
When you cry I cry...
When you are sad I am sad...
I am you as you are me...
That you were willing to endure this
for me is why I love you so much...
That is why I always protect you from
Yourself when it is necessary...
Envision yourself as a big circle...
When you start your first quest your circle
is full of little circles of expectation...
These expectations, when unmet, will tempt
you to see the other person as the cause...
The other person is in fact your teacher,
reflecting back what you have given out...
If you repeat this expectation long enough
you will come to a realization that it
is unprofitable...
You will then eliminate it from your circle...
It will be replaced by an experience...
This experience will allow you to have
sympathy, compassion, empathy and love...
for others still carrying this expectation
Experiences cannot be passed from one to
another, they must be earned...
As you gather more and more experiences you
will become more and more 'enlightened'...
You will no longer have to depend upon a
teacher, a book, or a friend for answers...
Through your efforts of taking control of
your life, by controlling your thoughts,
taking responsibility for your actions,
and trying to make wherever you go better
than when you arrived, you will reach a
point in your development where others
will start coming to you for answers...
Then you will be able to share your
experiences with them and help them grow...
By example you will become that teacher
you were searching for...
You are no longer the 'problem', you are
becoming the 'solution'...
You will come to the realization that the
conscious mind is only able to execute
plans, it is incapable of laying out
these plans, this requires the sub-
conscious...
You will then merge the two and 'become'
that which you have so long sought...
As you look around you will start finding
me looking back at you, with a knowing
smile, in the eyes of everyone you meet...
Eventually you will even find me in the
plants, the animals, and just before
you come home, you will find me in
the rocks, the air, the stars....
I give you these small reminders to carry
with you on your travels
When someone acknowledges you ALWAYS give
them positive acknowledgment in return,
else you will find yourself being ignored...
When someone gives you something ALWAYS...
give them back more. Or what you
have will be taken from you...
Be aware that when you consider others
strange, it is only because you have
not yet had their experience...
You will find that the number of things
you find strange in others will match
the number of beliefs you have that
are not valid...
You are the sum of your beliefs and
experiences...
The more experiences you have the fewer
beliefs you will need...
Your actions will follow your beliefs
until you replace them with an experience...
Experiences are created when your
expectations are not met...
When you encounter difficulty with another
remember I am just reflecting back what
you have projected. You MUST come to me
and ask me what you are doing wrong so
that I can help you...
Your experiences are absolute, you know
they are true...
They will replace any beliefs you had that
were in conflict...
Let's clear up the confusion about belief
and faith...
Beliefs are what you use as guideposts in
the areas where you have not yet created
experiences...
They are given to you by your parents, the
religion you were brought up in, by
teachers, etc...
Until you have experiences to replace them
you will use them to determine what
is right and wrong...
Your beliefs may not be true, so be very
careful when you use them in your
affairs with your fellow man...
What are BELIEF and FAITH?...
If you see a chair, you BELIEVE it will
hold your weight if you sit in it...
This is what you were told or read
You demonstrate your FAITH by the action
of setting down in that chair...
So always be careful in imposing your
beliefs upon others...
Sometimes you will have your beliefs
challenged, and you will over react...
You will not react to an experience
being challenged...
You will know that the other person
is reacting upon their belief and
has not yet had your experience...
You can be patient and tolerate this
because you know in time they will...
The past the present and the future...
You live only in the present, the
others are an illusion...
You can't predict the future, and you
can't remember the past...
You seem to have little difficulty
with the future, other than you
sometimes forget that you created
it by your thoughts...
In the same way the planets move by
my creative thought...
When someone says they predicted the
future, in reality they tuned into
thoughts of the present, which will
then manifest in what you call the
future...
This future is actually your present...
The present is where you always live
move and have your being...
The past causes you more difficulty...
I have created a House of Records...
In this house all thought is recorded...
All have tuned into these records
and have received inspiration...
This is how the creative ones have
come up with such wonderful ideas...
This is where you get answers to
problems than require a solution ...
Someday you will realize that you
don't actually think, I think,
you only think you think...
I will then be thinking through you...
This is what your teacher meant when
he said he did nothing, the creator
did all the work through him...
Remember to ALWAYS keep your
priorities in order:...
First your integrity...
Second your relations with your
immediate family-your best teachers...
Third your relationships with your
extended family and friends...
ALWAYS keep the toys you use to play
the game with in last place...
I have so much more to tell you...
Take time to talk with me often. You
will find me ready to talk over any
lesson or problem you may have ...
Always remember I love you, and you will
find this love everywhere, take the time
to look. All you will every need I have
provided for you, just reach out and grasp it
in response to the question
what is the meaning of life?
In the beginning I AM...
I AM absolutely all there is...
I AM male.....thought...
I AM female.....emotion...
There is no material as you know...
My size is whatever I choose it to be...
I vibrate at a rate you cannot comprehend...
I move so fast I appear to be motionless...
Like the surface of a clear lake...
There is no light as you know it...
I have no desire, as I am everything...
Listen closely to this ... and understand...
To be I must express...
To the degree that you understand,
you will know my love for you
To that degree return your love to me...
To express...I image-in a thought...
To this thought I give, emotion
Conception will manifest in my present...
What manifests will be a part of me,...
as I am all there is...
To experience myself I create illusion...
Illusion requires opposites...
I give parts of myself the illusion of
identity by slowing down its vibration...
Each part has a piece of my consciousness...
One special part is given the ability to create..
Some of these you call angels...
They are perfect, as you are perfect...
You are all still me...
This state you have called Eden...
These special parts are fully aware of me...
There is no illusion...
All of their expectations are being fulfilled...
To become more like me, they are offered an
opportunity to enter a world of illusion...
The ones that choose to do so become explorers...
Some will create unknown experiences...
Through them I am able to experience what
they experience...
The ones that accept are placed into
bodies that are vibrating very slowly
and their remembrance of me is blocked...
To motivate this part, I give them desire...
Unconsciously they remember Eden...
They know they are missing something,but
they can't remember what...
Their quest will be to return to Eden...
They will return to me with more compassion,
empathy, and love...
This is what they were sent to find...
This is why I ask you to give your love to me
so that I can give even more back to you...
When you start your first quest you are
full of expectations, but...
You will have no experience or conscience
to draw upon...
In time you will find that you can call upon
me at anytime for any help needed...
At all times I will have helpers, both seen
and unseen to guide you...
You will also meet many on the road you are
traveling, ready to help you, but you won't
know this, and you will be crying for help
when it is already there...
When the student is ready, the teacher will
appear, but you will not be experienced
enough in the early quests to recognize
me in the eyes of your fellow travelers,
you will be unable to tell your teachers
and your helpers apart...
Instead of giving fear and receiving fear,
you will eventually come to the realization
that to get anything you must simply give it...
When this happens you will start giving the
love you need, and you will be creating and
getting it back in even greater measure...
Unknowingly, you will be filling yourself
up with experiences creating love, awareness
compassion, all being the same thing...
And this is what I sent you out to find...
As you start giving this love to others you
will also be giving it back to me...
Remember, we are all still the same 'one'...
The steps you will need to go through to
go from fear to love are simple...
I created one law that is absolute...
It will always work...
It is always available...
AS YOU GIVE SO SHALL YOU RECEIVE...
I am a just father/mother...
When you 'know' this you will be halfway home...
I await you with open arms...
Remember that you were given the same powers
that I possess...
The ability to create by combining your
thoughts and your emotions...
To the degree that you add emotion to the
the thought it gains in strength...
Thoughts without any emotion will simply
dissipate...
Mixing thought and emotion gives birth to
a magnetic force that goes with you
everywhere...
This thought will have it's own color...
It will seek to find someone else with a
similar force about them...
The two coming in contact will dissipate
each other...
The result will be as pleasant or unpleasant
for you as the thought was when you
created it...
You have heard phrases like 'a yellow...
stripe down his back', 'green with envy'...
Study my colors and their meanings...
When you dress before a mirror you are
searching for clothes with the same
colors as the thoughts around you...
Your subconscious is telling you this to
help you, listen to what it is saying...
You've heard 'eyes are the window to the soul',
'did you see the look in his eyes'...
I want you to go to the post office or TV and
look at the 'most wanted' list...
Look at their eyes, look at their face...
Try to feel what they feel...
Pay special attention to those that cause
you discomfort...
Try to discover what is causing this
discomfort...
This lesson, when mastered, will reap many
benefits...
You will know that you are going forward on
the path:...
when you find fewer enemies and more friends...
when others seek you out rather than avoid you...
when you are not afraid of yourself...
when you enjoy being alone with yourself...
when your dreams are of love not fear...
when animals and children enjoy your presence...
when you enjoy giving more than receiving...
when your expectations diminish...
when you are less lonely, depressed, fearful...
when you use fewer I's and more You's...
You are vibration...
Everything is vibration...
When you do something loving you will feel
a tingling go through your body, from
the top down...
When you do something unloving you will
feel a shudder...
Be very aware of this, the sum of these
vibrations is you...
Between quests, when you are awaiting
another body to manifest through, you
will automatically go to your level of
vibration...
You also enter this level when you are
sleeping...
The nightmares you have were created by
your thoughts...
This is why I caution you to be very
careful of what reality you create...
When you hurt I hurt...
When you cry I cry...
When you are sad I am sad...
I am you as you are me...
That you were willing to endure this
for me is why I love you so much...
That is why I always protect you from
Yourself when it is necessary...
Envision yourself as a big circle...
When you start your first quest your circle
is full of little circles of expectation...
These expectations, when unmet, will tempt
you to see the other person as the cause...
The other person is in fact your teacher,
reflecting back what you have given out...
If you repeat this expectation long enough
you will come to a realization that it
is unprofitable...
You will then eliminate it from your circle...
It will be replaced by an experience...
This experience will allow you to have
sympathy, compassion, empathy and love...
for others still carrying this expectation
Experiences cannot be passed from one to
another, they must be earned...
As you gather more and more experiences you
will become more and more 'enlightened'...
You will no longer have to depend upon a
teacher, a book, or a friend for answers...
Through your efforts of taking control of
your life, by controlling your thoughts,
taking responsibility for your actions,
and trying to make wherever you go better
than when you arrived, you will reach a
point in your development where others
will start coming to you for answers...
Then you will be able to share your
experiences with them and help them grow...
By example you will become that teacher
you were searching for...
You are no longer the 'problem', you are
becoming the 'solution'...
You will come to the realization that the
conscious mind is only able to execute
plans, it is incapable of laying out
these plans, this requires the sub-
conscious...
You will then merge the two and 'become'
that which you have so long sought...
As you look around you will start finding
me looking back at you, with a knowing
smile, in the eyes of everyone you meet...
Eventually you will even find me in the
plants, the animals, and just before
you come home, you will find me in
the rocks, the air, the stars....
I give you these small reminders to carry
with you on your travels
When someone acknowledges you ALWAYS give
them positive acknowledgment in return,
else you will find yourself being ignored...
When someone gives you something ALWAYS...
give them back more. Or what you
have will be taken from you...
Be aware that when you consider others
strange, it is only because you have
not yet had their experience...
You will find that the number of things
you find strange in others will match
the number of beliefs you have that
are not valid...
You are the sum of your beliefs and
experiences...
The more experiences you have the fewer
beliefs you will need...
Your actions will follow your beliefs
until you replace them with an experience...
Experiences are created when your
expectations are not met...
When you encounter difficulty with another
remember I am just reflecting back what
you have projected. You MUST come to me
and ask me what you are doing wrong so
that I can help you...
Your experiences are absolute, you know
they are true...
They will replace any beliefs you had that
were in conflict...
Let's clear up the confusion about belief
and faith...
Beliefs are what you use as guideposts in
the areas where you have not yet created
experiences...
They are given to you by your parents, the
religion you were brought up in, by
teachers, etc...
Until you have experiences to replace them
you will use them to determine what
is right and wrong...
Your beliefs may not be true, so be very
careful when you use them in your
affairs with your fellow man...
What are BELIEF and FAITH?...
If you see a chair, you BELIEVE it will
hold your weight if you sit in it...
This is what you were told or read
You demonstrate your FAITH by the action
of setting down in that chair...
So always be careful in imposing your
beliefs upon others...
Sometimes you will have your beliefs
challenged, and you will over react...
You will not react to an experience
being challenged...
You will know that the other person
is reacting upon their belief and
has not yet had your experience...
You can be patient and tolerate this
because you know in time they will...
The past the present and the future...
You live only in the present, the
others are an illusion...
You can't predict the future, and you
can't remember the past...
You seem to have little difficulty
with the future, other than you
sometimes forget that you created
it by your thoughts...
In the same way the planets move by
my creative thought...
When someone says they predicted the
future, in reality they tuned into
thoughts of the present, which will
then manifest in what you call the
future...
This future is actually your present...
The present is where you always live
move and have your being...
The past causes you more difficulty...
I have created a House of Records...
In this house all thought is recorded...
All have tuned into these records
and have received inspiration...
This is how the creative ones have
come up with such wonderful ideas...
This is where you get answers to
problems than require a solution ...
Someday you will realize that you
don't actually think, I think,
you only think you think...
I will then be thinking through you...
This is what your teacher meant when
he said he did nothing, the creator
did all the work through him...
Remember to ALWAYS keep your
priorities in order:...
First your integrity...
Second your relations with your
immediate family-your best teachers...
Third your relationships with your
extended family and friends...
ALWAYS keep the toys you use to play
the game with in last place...
I have so much more to tell you...
Take time to talk with me often. You
will find me ready to talk over any
lesson or problem you may have ...
Always remember I love you, and you will
find this love everywhere, take the time
to look. All you will every need I have
provided for you, just reach out and grasp it
