- Dec 13, 2015
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I honestly don't know what the right section is for this.
Okay so, over the course of the last 4-5 years or so I've been stuck in constant credit card debt. I am currently a little over $2,500 in debt. It's suffocating me and it seems like there's no way out. My wife and I live off of our SSI check of $733 every month and all we can afford to pay on our credit cards is about $100 a month. With all of the interest that's accumulating it would take us about 3-4 years to pay off our current debt. And even making the $100 payments, We can't eat, we can't go out, we can't have a life, we can't buy anything. We literally cannot afford to go out and get a $3 ice cream for my 30th birthday in a few weeks.
I mean, one day my wife and I would like children and if a child came, there would be nothing we could do. I mean, we pretty much JUST started having sex again after not having much sex over the course of the last few months due to this issue.
My parents advised me to stop paying my credit cards but, it seems and feels wrong. They want me to stop paying my credit cards and put $20-$50 away every month that I'm not allowed to have from SSI because SSI limits me to just $2000 in assets.
I'm disabled so I cannot work, and the SSI office said that my wife cannot work to help me out or they'll take away parts of my check. In the end I guess we end up coming out $20 ahead. But, why would my wife go against her religious beliefs and on top of that work 40 hours a week for $20 a month? Not to mention, $20 a month isn't going to resolve our debt issue. That doesn't pay for our food. Plus, we get food stamps and rental assistance too and, they might cut THOSE if my wife got a job so I wouldn't be ahead anyway! I'd probably end up with LESS than I had before! It's like the American Government wants to encourage disabled families to live off of the system and go against the rules!
It feels massively wrong to not pay my credit cards and at the same time, steal from the government (Which is basically what putting money away is. That money is supposed to be there to help disabled people survive). God wouldn't want that from me. But, it feels like I have no other choice and I'm just stuck in a box. I want to do the right thing, I want to do what I'm 99.9% sure God wants me to do but, I don't know how to get out of this. I really don't. I made many mistakes because I'm young and stupid and I have no clue how to be set free.
I mean, people on SSI do not have this problem. It's just because I'm on SSI that this problem is going on. And to me, that's SO unfair. It shouldn't matter that I've been disabled my ENTIRE LIFE and cannot work. Why should I be punished because I was born disabled? It isn't fair!
Okay so, over the course of the last 4-5 years or so I've been stuck in constant credit card debt. I am currently a little over $2,500 in debt. It's suffocating me and it seems like there's no way out. My wife and I live off of our SSI check of $733 every month and all we can afford to pay on our credit cards is about $100 a month. With all of the interest that's accumulating it would take us about 3-4 years to pay off our current debt. And even making the $100 payments, We can't eat, we can't go out, we can't have a life, we can't buy anything. We literally cannot afford to go out and get a $3 ice cream for my 30th birthday in a few weeks.
I mean, one day my wife and I would like children and if a child came, there would be nothing we could do. I mean, we pretty much JUST started having sex again after not having much sex over the course of the last few months due to this issue.
My parents advised me to stop paying my credit cards but, it seems and feels wrong. They want me to stop paying my credit cards and put $20-$50 away every month that I'm not allowed to have from SSI because SSI limits me to just $2000 in assets.
I'm disabled so I cannot work, and the SSI office said that my wife cannot work to help me out or they'll take away parts of my check. In the end I guess we end up coming out $20 ahead. But, why would my wife go against her religious beliefs and on top of that work 40 hours a week for $20 a month? Not to mention, $20 a month isn't going to resolve our debt issue. That doesn't pay for our food. Plus, we get food stamps and rental assistance too and, they might cut THOSE if my wife got a job so I wouldn't be ahead anyway! I'd probably end up with LESS than I had before! It's like the American Government wants to encourage disabled families to live off of the system and go against the rules!
It feels massively wrong to not pay my credit cards and at the same time, steal from the government (Which is basically what putting money away is. That money is supposed to be there to help disabled people survive). God wouldn't want that from me. But, it feels like I have no other choice and I'm just stuck in a box. I want to do the right thing, I want to do what I'm 99.9% sure God wants me to do but, I don't know how to get out of this. I really don't. I made many mistakes because I'm young and stupid and I have no clue how to be set free.
I mean, people on SSI do not have this problem. It's just because I'm on SSI that this problem is going on. And to me, that's SO unfair. It shouldn't matter that I've been disabled my ENTIRE LIFE and cannot work. Why should I be punished because I was born disabled? It isn't fair!