I am a born aagain Christian that's struggling with life right now. I have recently accepted god into my life because of the problems I have been having lately. So with no one to turn to, the only thing I have left is god. I'm sorry that I haven't accepted him before, but I've finally in my mind have seen all the wonderful things he has done for me.
So with the problems I've been having.
I've been with this wonderful woman for the past 4 years and I love her with all my heart. The problem is for 2 of those last four years I haven't been the man I need to be for her and now she has lost pretty much all her interested in me. I admit I wasn't the man she needed, but it hurt so much to let all that love in. I've had a problem for years letting people in and it hurts to be loved that much. Now that I have let her in our relationship has gone downward. We have been through so much and in life with anything you can think of. Now it just feels like its too late for us at this point to reconnect. My love I feel for her has never been stronger. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I live for her. I want them be a better man for her. I want to have a family with her and spend the rest of my life with her. I just need help getting through all this pain and heart ache. I want to help heal her pain that I put her through and be there for her. I need help from god and all the love he has for me. I need all the prayers in the world right now because I don't know what to do anymore. I'm madly in love with this woman and I chased her away. I pray everyday for god to help me through this and t help me be a better man to her. I pray every day to help her thorough this and ask god to help heal her heart. She is the reason I breathe and wake up every day because of her and I pray for him to help her see that I will never hurt her again. I just want to help her find her heart back to me so we can make more memories. I need you help guys. I need help from anyone...
So with the problems I've been having.
I've been with this wonderful woman for the past 4 years and I love her with all my heart. The problem is for 2 of those last four years I haven't been the man I need to be for her and now she has lost pretty much all her interested in me. I admit I wasn't the man she needed, but it hurt so much to let all that love in. I've had a problem for years letting people in and it hurts to be loved that much. Now that I have let her in our relationship has gone downward. We have been through so much and in life with anything you can think of. Now it just feels like its too late for us at this point to reconnect. My love I feel for her has never been stronger. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I live for her. I want them be a better man for her. I want to have a family with her and spend the rest of my life with her. I just need help getting through all this pain and heart ache. I want to help heal her pain that I put her through and be there for her. I need help from god and all the love he has for me. I need all the prayers in the world right now because I don't know what to do anymore. I'm madly in love with this woman and I chased her away. I pray everyday for god to help me through this and t help me be a better man to her. I pray every day to help her thorough this and ask god to help heal her heart. She is the reason I breathe and wake up every day because of her and I pray for him to help her see that I will never hurt her again. I just want to help her find her heart back to me so we can make more memories. I need you help guys. I need help from anyone...
