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i just stopped smoking meth after a almost nine years from it. I relapse for about a month and now here I am dealing with my strongest stronghold. Drugs. I feel like a failure. My anxiety is always high. I feel like my relationship with God cannot be restored, that I have went to far. I just don't want to lose my salvation. And I want to truly in my heart make God happy but everywhere I turn the temptation to use whatever drug takes away the pain is to strong and always there. Please guys idk what to do anymore.