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The situation is that my husband is the only real source of income around here. I have mobility limitations and have already had the Department of Vocational Rehabilitation tell me twice that I am unemployable. Daughter who lives with us is also disabled, but she has a better chance of eventual recovery than I do. She's been looking for work and has been turned down, but she does help around the house. A lot. I do what I can, but some days are better than others. She also pays us rent with her disability check. (I don't receive one because my husband's income disqualifies me.)
My husband frequently starts thinking out loud, composing a list of chores he guesses "he" is going to have to do. "I guess I have to do laundry." "I guess I have to cook supper." "I guess I have to clean up after supper." "I guess I have to water the vegetables." Whatever it is, if I'm the least bit slow getting to something, he jumps to the automatic conclusion that HE is going to have to do it. If I ask him why he assumes HE is going to have to do that, he answers with a shrug, "Because it needs to be done." Yeah, well, I'm disabled, not useless! (Or am I? I do often wonder.)
He worked three separate overtime shifts this weekend, besides the full work week. This means that on Friday and on Saturday, he put in two shifts each day. My daughter and I went out of our way to make sure he wouldn't have to come home and do a thing. Friday night, I even interrupted his verbal list-making of things he guesses he's going to have to do, and told him point blank he's not going to have to do a thing at home. Whatever needs to be done, my daughter and I will cover it. And we did. We made sure the vegetables were watered, the laundry was done, the floor was vacuumed, and supper was waiting for him the minute he walked in the door. And yet as he ate that supper, he STILL verbally assumed he was going to have to clean up afterward.
No matter how clearly I try to explain it, I cannot get it across to him that by assuming HE has to do whatever, he is by logic also assuming that I can't or won't do it myself. We've had this conversation a hundred times. If indeed he is only making a mental list of what needs to be done, and it's no reflection on my abilities, I've asked him to say instead, "Such-and-such needs to be done," without any mention of who will be doing it. Or, rather than assuming, he could ask me, "Do you plan to do such-and-such, or do you need me to?" Yet he persists in his wording of, "I guess I'll have to...." Imagine how he'd react if I were constantly talking about how I really need to find a job because *somebody* should be bringing in a paycheck, and I was forever listing all of the individual bills *I* am going to have to pay.
How can I make it understood how much this hurts me when I constantly hear subtle undercurrents of, "Well, I certainly can't count on you, so I guess I'll have to...."? What can I tell him that I haven't already said again and again?
My husband frequently starts thinking out loud, composing a list of chores he guesses "he" is going to have to do. "I guess I have to do laundry." "I guess I have to cook supper." "I guess I have to clean up after supper." "I guess I have to water the vegetables." Whatever it is, if I'm the least bit slow getting to something, he jumps to the automatic conclusion that HE is going to have to do it. If I ask him why he assumes HE is going to have to do that, he answers with a shrug, "Because it needs to be done." Yeah, well, I'm disabled, not useless! (Or am I? I do often wonder.)
He worked three separate overtime shifts this weekend, besides the full work week. This means that on Friday and on Saturday, he put in two shifts each day. My daughter and I went out of our way to make sure he wouldn't have to come home and do a thing. Friday night, I even interrupted his verbal list-making of things he guesses he's going to have to do, and told him point blank he's not going to have to do a thing at home. Whatever needs to be done, my daughter and I will cover it. And we did. We made sure the vegetables were watered, the laundry was done, the floor was vacuumed, and supper was waiting for him the minute he walked in the door. And yet as he ate that supper, he STILL verbally assumed he was going to have to clean up afterward.
No matter how clearly I try to explain it, I cannot get it across to him that by assuming HE has to do whatever, he is by logic also assuming that I can't or won't do it myself. We've had this conversation a hundred times. If indeed he is only making a mental list of what needs to be done, and it's no reflection on my abilities, I've asked him to say instead, "Such-and-such needs to be done," without any mention of who will be doing it. Or, rather than assuming, he could ask me, "Do you plan to do such-and-such, or do you need me to?" Yet he persists in his wording of, "I guess I'll have to...." Imagine how he'd react if I were constantly talking about how I really need to find a job because *somebody* should be bringing in a paycheck, and I was forever listing all of the individual bills *I* am going to have to pay.
How can I make it understood how much this hurts me when I constantly hear subtle undercurrents of, "Well, I certainly can't count on you, so I guess I'll have to...."? What can I tell him that I haven't already said again and again?