Monday, my husband will be going to jail for sure. It is his own fault. He's on probation and he just refuses to work and he also refuses to call his probation officer. He's 31, who can make him? But that puts me in a bad place.
He's so ill and so stressed because all these people in the local government are out to get him and put him in jail and he's tired of being locked up. But remember, he had an excellent chance here and he just wouldn't do what little was required of him. So he's taking it out on me.
Yesterday, I told him that I was going to get off of work early. We are short of work and they have been sending different people home. He won't let me drive our only vehicle, if I drive it, then he can't roam the roads while I'm at work.
So I do get off work early and can't find him. So I call my mother who comes and gets me and drops me & my daughter off here at home. He's not here and never comes back even though he knows I'm supposed to show up. He also has our only house key with him. So me & my daughter go down the street to the playground and we swing and go walking and stuff. He finally comes home where we can get in the house 3 HOURS later and then proceeded to curse me for an entire hour because he didn't believe where I said I had been.
Please pray that God delivers me from this hell TODAY. I can't take another 24 hours of it. I am living with Satan. that is exactly what it seems like anyway.
Lesley in NC
He's so ill and so stressed because all these people in the local government are out to get him and put him in jail and he's tired of being locked up. But remember, he had an excellent chance here and he just wouldn't do what little was required of him. So he's taking it out on me.
Yesterday, I told him that I was going to get off of work early. We are short of work and they have been sending different people home. He won't let me drive our only vehicle, if I drive it, then he can't roam the roads while I'm at work.
So I do get off work early and can't find him. So I call my mother who comes and gets me and drops me & my daughter off here at home. He's not here and never comes back even though he knows I'm supposed to show up. He also has our only house key with him. So me & my daughter go down the street to the playground and we swing and go walking and stuff. He finally comes home where we can get in the house 3 HOURS later and then proceeded to curse me for an entire hour because he didn't believe where I said I had been.
Please pray that God delivers me from this hell TODAY. I can't take another 24 hours of it. I am living with Satan. that is exactly what it seems like anyway.
Lesley in NC