Hey guys. I'm a senior in high school, and to be honest.......I've developed a reputation as a liar. The things I've said were outlandish and I said them purely to make myself be seen in a better light (I was not one of the "cool" kids because people considered me unattractive and whatever) so in order to look for validation of myself in others, I began to act like a class clown and, you guessed it, lie lie lie!
Now this year I've really begun to see the error in my ways and I want to live a Christ-centered life. The problem is that when I get confronted about things I said in the past, I'm supposed to tell the truth. I'm afraid of admitting my wrongdoing, even though I know it is probably a conviction from the Holy Spirit himself. When I tell the truth, the people that I knew will be disgusted with me, never believe me again, and I'll become a social pariah at school. I've even told lies to the one person at my school that I considered my true friend (and we've done everything together, hang out outside school, go to the movies, he's a Christian also so we have that in common) How do I bring myself to admitting the errors of my ways?
Now this year I've really begun to see the error in my ways and I want to live a Christ-centered life. The problem is that when I get confronted about things I said in the past, I'm supposed to tell the truth. I'm afraid of admitting my wrongdoing, even though I know it is probably a conviction from the Holy Spirit himself. When I tell the truth, the people that I knew will be disgusted with me, never believe me again, and I'll become a social pariah at school. I've even told lies to the one person at my school that I considered my true friend (and we've done everything together, hang out outside school, go to the movies, he's a Christian also so we have that in common) How do I bring myself to admitting the errors of my ways?