Im just not sure were I am at.
What I am fairly sure of is that I thought a lot about whether God exists, and read many gospel tracts, after which often feeling a need and praying, but I never felt sure my prayer was sincere. I got into theology and have been reading books on that for a while.
A couple of books I have are Faith, doubt and certainty by Lesslie Newbigin, and Faith Hope and Love, by Joseph pieper. I suppose an earnest study of these would yeild an answer. Its just I don't always feel motivated in my search.
Any sense of need of salvation usually comes only when I read a gospel tract.
The rest of the time I don't really feel anything. Its almost just a matter of keeping searching inspite of my demotivation. So one way out of nihilism perhaps, or avoiding nihilism is existentialism (making my own meaning) I suppose that would be what Francis Scaheffer called the upper story leap - a leap of faith separated from rationality. But then in his understanding thats not Biblical faith.
Anyway I'll read your post.
Thanks for replying
What I am fairly sure of is that I thought a lot about whether God exists, and read many gospel tracts, after which often feeling a need and praying, but I never felt sure my prayer was sincere. I got into theology and have been reading books on that for a while.
A couple of books I have are Faith, doubt and certainty by Lesslie Newbigin, and Faith Hope and Love, by Joseph pieper. I suppose an earnest study of these would yeild an answer. Its just I don't always feel motivated in my search.
Any sense of need of salvation usually comes only when I read a gospel tract.
The rest of the time I don't really feel anything. Its almost just a matter of keeping searching inspite of my demotivation. So one way out of nihilism perhaps, or avoiding nihilism is existentialism (making my own meaning) I suppose that would be what Francis Scaheffer called the upper story leap - a leap of faith separated from rationality. But then in his understanding thats not Biblical faith.
Anyway I'll read your post.
Thanks for replying
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