Hello friend,hope all is well.
Want to know how to be saved?
Here:
"Therefore we conclude that a man is justified by Faith without the deeds of the Law"-Romans 3 : 28
Imagine it like this.
Christ is literally saying," I have paid your debt and I will save you if you trust I will,so will you?" All you have to do is have Faith. It's not about believing God exists. -"For even the demons believe,and tremble." But it is trusting that Christ will raise you on that last day simply because He said,you who hear His message, will be.
It's definitely not about any works you do either,as pointed out by the passage above.
I have (and still do)struggle with many things similar to you,but here is something that makes me smile when I'm down:
"I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one; and that the world may know that thou hast sent me, and hast loved them, as thou hast loved me."-John 17:23
--That Thou hast loved them,as Thou hast loved Me--
He is literally saying that God the Father's love for us is equal to His love of Christ.
Wow... I always heard people say"Oh,God loves you." "Jesus loves you""God loves you" etc... I always knew it was true,but I never could comprehend it till I read this passage.
If you've ever a question,I'm happy to do all I can to answer it
-Cheers!