- Oct 10, 2011
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Have you ever had something try to come on or over you, by someone else, that backfired and went back on them, and off of you, and they wound up going crazy, by the same kind of craziness that you feel was trying to come upon you by or through them, but you resisted and fought it, and it went upon and affected them instead...
This has happened three times, with three people with me, and one was my former girlfriend, I feel like they were either intentionally, or unintentionally, trying to purposefully make me go back into the problems of my scitzofrenic disorder, but, I resisted and fought, and "they" wound up going crazy with the confusion and projecting, and likening things to other things, that they tried to make you go back into...
Explaining in detail will take time, but, this has happened with me three times with three different people... What was trying to affect me, from them, or what was in them "bounced off of" me and fell upon them instead, when it happened with my girlfriend, she had a blackout, I found out later after she had to go the hospital, but she couldn't remember anything, but, I could, and she tried, or what was in her tried, to make me go back to being crazy in front of people, and I said some things, like she was making sense, and what she was talking about was nonsense, and she got worse and worse, it was a crazy night, she was way out there and I could relate, for it is very much like what I had gone through and go through sometimes...
Luckily, she couldn't remember the experience, but, I could, and I know "exactly" what had happened and was going on, something in her was trying to push me back into my scitzophenic craziness in front of people, but, it backfired and went upon and affected her instead... Like I said, Luckily, she can't remember...
But this happened with two other people as well, I felt like them, or something in them, was intentionally trying to put me "back there" again, in my craziness, but, not working, it went back upon them, and they would up very confused, talking to themselves and being all scitzoed out, in the following moments and the next days afterward...
Strange indeed... I recognize it very much so, for it is something I have to fight in myself many, many times...
Comments?
God Bless!
This has happened three times, with three people with me, and one was my former girlfriend, I feel like they were either intentionally, or unintentionally, trying to purposefully make me go back into the problems of my scitzofrenic disorder, but, I resisted and fought, and "they" wound up going crazy with the confusion and projecting, and likening things to other things, that they tried to make you go back into...
Explaining in detail will take time, but, this has happened with me three times with three different people... What was trying to affect me, from them, or what was in them "bounced off of" me and fell upon them instead, when it happened with my girlfriend, she had a blackout, I found out later after she had to go the hospital, but she couldn't remember anything, but, I could, and she tried, or what was in her tried, to make me go back to being crazy in front of people, and I said some things, like she was making sense, and what she was talking about was nonsense, and she got worse and worse, it was a crazy night, she was way out there and I could relate, for it is very much like what I had gone through and go through sometimes...
Luckily, she couldn't remember the experience, but, I could, and I know "exactly" what had happened and was going on, something in her was trying to push me back into my scitzophenic craziness in front of people, but, it backfired and went upon and affected her instead... Like I said, Luckily, she can't remember...
But this happened with two other people as well, I felt like them, or something in them, was intentionally trying to put me "back there" again, in my craziness, but, not working, it went back upon them, and they would up very confused, talking to themselves and being all scitzoed out, in the following moments and the next days afterward...
Strange indeed... I recognize it very much so, for it is something I have to fight in myself many, many times...
Comments?
God Bless!