Well if you say that you saw the essence of God I am of course more than skeptical. But anyway, if it is kind of secret or something you don't want to say publicly you can send me a private message.
Hi,
This is no secret. You should be skeptical. Is it not demanded of us to test all things.
The poster asked a few questions. I deal with each member of the Trinity individualy at times. The energy statement here was most pleasing to me. I have never ever seen anyone talk like that.
The question of are we made of some part of God, as God is enerygy seemed interesting to me too.
When I deal and have dealt with God, both of those issues I had to eventually understand. And of what importance they are to you, I can only imagine.
The question seems to be what is Divine Energy and what are we made of, in terms of that Divine Energy.
I would like to tell you of this, and take that answer totally out of any theological view. I would like to tell you that not from a Protestant, and not from a Catholic view, also not from a Jewish view nor an Eastern Orthodox view, whatever that means. (I don't want to look it up this minute.) I would like to, but I probably can't. As the calling for this was every bit from the mother of The God of the Christians, whom I resisted. The calling seemed so hard to follow. I did though. The second time I did what I was requested to do, but really kicking and screaming and resisting, plus doing the absolute minimum to keep God from being upset with me. On the second calling. I eventually was shown in words what I was being called for. A GIFT. That helped for awhile. Still when I got there, I was skeptical except in my calling. On day one, while there, I was doing an activity solo and got lost in the dark. I then said: "If you want me to be here, you had better......." Instantly lights, human lights in a flashlight I saw in the distance. Those people were on the trail people used at this site.
I was still skeptical. I was continuously skeptical. One day I received my gift. I was done. My thoughts then were this: "I have done my minimums. God can no longer be upset with me. I can now 'pardy hardy'" I had done my minimum requirements for God to keep God from being so upset with me, that I deserved a punishment. I am this point 10,000 miles from my home. I would then go home. I was extremely pleased with my gift, as Mary The Mother of Jesus, The Mother of God, had called me about 10,000 miles twice to give me this small gift that was being passed out to everyone in that room.
Before this happened, I was still skeptical. During this talk, baskets came out. I was sure then. I had been fooled. It is not the first time, and I was so happy that I did not tell almost anyone at home that I would be gone for two weeks. I also told no one at home or any place else what I was doing. Besides, how can you tell anyone that Mary and now with God helping her, is calling me to go to a foreign country? That is the stuff, insane people say, or decieved people say. This stuff just isn't real. It doesn't happen. Now, I a scientist of sorts, am being asked to go to a foreign country on a feeling and more, but it was the feeling that started all of this. Scientists, just don't do things on a feeling. However, I was missing all the indications then. This was no mere feeling. It was more.
Well after being totally calm and now being able to 'pardy hardy', never noticing till until years later that 'pardy hardy' meant more church time and more prayer time to me there, the gift giving was not over. There were hands being put on people, then this would be over and I could 'pardy hardy'. I had resisted the gift. I did not want it, even from the man who was giving out these gifts to everyone. I also did not speak his language. When the hand laying part came, from this probable priest, I was annoyed. Yet another wait. I am done. The time is my own. Hopefully this would not take long. I had been through this many times before, so I knew it would not take that long. It became my turn and the woman next to me, her turn. He put his right hand on her, he did not put his right hand on my head. I freaked. I had many internal thoughts, most of them about the true nature of my internal self. I know what I am inside. I thought that he knew somehow. I just knew, that he knew. I knew that he would not put his hand on my head because I am that bad. I am too bad to have a priest put his hand on me. Only that is not what happened. Eventually, I think two hands are placed upon my head. Nothing ever happens remember. No one ever gets healed, and this practice has been going on for years and years. It is just something we all put up with. As, I think I remember he puts his two hands upon me, soon God The Essence of God replaces this man. All is dark except for God. I look I feel I know what I am seeing and even the dark is white, but compared to God is is almost black, but a pleasant black because it is actually white. I am made known somehow one thing. Do not touch it is sacrilgeous. No. I heard no words. It was just instantly known. Eventually The Essence of God lessened and I could no longer see Him, (Father Son and Holy Spirit), but I knew where they were. In anguish now, I looked over to where they were, "You can't leave me like this. You can't" I was in anguish. How could I have seen God, and now have to be left here on this planet. How. (I didn't realize it till years and years later. I fell in love with God, just by seeing Him in the form of His Essence.) I forgot to say. I did try to touch. I was punished. I felt the power of God scare me away. I felt the joy. I saw the joy. Only, it took much time to realize that.
What happened though later and then later, allowed me slowly to understand how God is. I was merely saying, and now in the scientific fashion, I think I know the answers to your questions on engergy and are we made of that energy or not.
LOVE,
...Katie., .... .
