I don't know where else to post this but I'm needing prayers and looking for answers regarding this. I understand the importance of authority and how we need to follow those God has placed to watch over the flock but I'm just very discouraged right now. There's a huge mental block and I've stepped down from ministry because of some disagreements I have.
The disagreements I have are not necessarily theological and he's not in sin (at least carnal) but maybe along the lines of pride. We're an independent church so we have no other leaders to talk to and there's no real accountability. It's basically his way or the highway. Several family already have left but I really don't want to uproot my family and have invested so much in terms of relationships in the church.
There's a growing sentiment on how things can be improved such as networking with people or other churchs but he wants everything to be funneled primarily through the church or his scope of people he knows or are comfortable with.
There are those that are spiritually mature have some disagreements as well along with other members. No one really want to approach him despite his open door policy. Perhaps people are too scared to confront him behind closed doors.
I desire unity but how is it possible in the midst of disagreements in the body? As mentioned earlier i don't want to leave but it's increasingly getting difficult where it seemingly has affected my relationship with the pastor and killed the joy of going to church. Im at a crossroads and wonder if leaving would be the best thing to do or does God have me there for a reason and should I just stick it out?
The disagreements I have are not necessarily theological and he's not in sin (at least carnal) but maybe along the lines of pride. We're an independent church so we have no other leaders to talk to and there's no real accountability. It's basically his way or the highway. Several family already have left but I really don't want to uproot my family and have invested so much in terms of relationships in the church.
There's a growing sentiment on how things can be improved such as networking with people or other churchs but he wants everything to be funneled primarily through the church or his scope of people he knows or are comfortable with.
There are those that are spiritually mature have some disagreements as well along with other members. No one really want to approach him despite his open door policy. Perhaps people are too scared to confront him behind closed doors.
I desire unity but how is it possible in the midst of disagreements in the body? As mentioned earlier i don't want to leave but it's increasingly getting difficult where it seemingly has affected my relationship with the pastor and killed the joy of going to church. Im at a crossroads and wonder if leaving would be the best thing to do or does God have me there for a reason and should I just stick it out?