Our church is elder ruled, and the pastors and one elders make all financial decisions. They spend alot of money on paying themselves, but do not work at the church much or attend church activities. They don't allow missionaries to come to our church because "those people expect you to give them money". MY husband and I are deacons, tithe faithfully and lead a Wednesday night life group, where we study Christian books and pray for one another. None of the elders (two of which are the pastor and associate pastor) have ever attended our meetings. We support a wonderful father and son missionary team that visit our group a couple of times a year and inspire us with their testimonies of their mission work in the Amazon and Artic circle. In a congregation of 300 people, (all invited to attend our special nights of visits from these missionaries), no member, pastor, leader or member attend (other than the 8 people in our study group). We make announcements at church on Sunday , but no one shows up--even though they NEVER ask for money.Our church is a very giving church, and the Sunday morning offering is tremendous in size, but since our pastors and elder meet behind closed door about the budget, we never see where or how the money is spent. ( though we know through a family connection that they all make handsome salaries).
My question is this-- is it okay to tithe to the missionaries who live very frugally while ministering to the Arctic circle and Amazon for half our tithe? We feel we are sowing seed into the kingdon when we give to the missionaries, but have no idea where the money goes that we give to our church. (We do know that the elders, music and children;s ministry leaders fly several time a year to lavish conferences and stay at fine hotels, but our pastor has never visited our Wednesday group in the 3 and a half years that we have been meeting.
Quitting this church is not an option- we have too much invested in our Wednesday night group to leave. We are very dissapointed that we get so little interest or committment from the higher ups, and feel like we have no voice. (Everytime we try to express our feelings, they say we have a Jezebel spirit and they get very defensive) They are very elitist and unapproachable, our pastor often cuts off communication with anyone who complains, and avoids phone or physical contact if anyone ask for a conference with him,
We want to sow our tithe into fruiful seed, and know that it is going to further the message of Christ, rather than the travel arrangements of our aloof leadership-
Please advise and bless you ahead of time.
thanks
My question is this-- is it okay to tithe to the missionaries who live very frugally while ministering to the Arctic circle and Amazon for half our tithe? We feel we are sowing seed into the kingdon when we give to the missionaries, but have no idea where the money goes that we give to our church. (We do know that the elders, music and children;s ministry leaders fly several time a year to lavish conferences and stay at fine hotels, but our pastor has never visited our Wednesday group in the 3 and a half years that we have been meeting.
Quitting this church is not an option- we have too much invested in our Wednesday night group to leave. We are very dissapointed that we get so little interest or committment from the higher ups, and feel like we have no voice. (Everytime we try to express our feelings, they say we have a Jezebel spirit and they get very defensive) They are very elitist and unapproachable, our pastor often cuts off communication with anyone who complains, and avoids phone or physical contact if anyone ask for a conference with him,
We want to sow our tithe into fruiful seed, and know that it is going to further the message of Christ, rather than the travel arrangements of our aloof leadership-
Please advise and bless you ahead of time.
thanks