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What you say makes a lot of sense Llewelyn. When I was young I went to church all the time. I was learning so much and loved worshiping God.
Now I go to church and almost everything I hear I already know. I still love worship, yet I also am aware that my whole life is worship to God. So I don't
need to be in church to worship God. I love Jesus as much as ever. So I don't think its losing my 1st love. It is a mature love that is different than when
I was young.
My Bible studies have let me to view some things the churches I've attended differently than I was taught. Like I just listened to Hal Lindsey. What he teaches
on the end times has been proven wrong so many times since Christ didn't come back within 40 years of Israel becoming a nation. My church still teaches we
shouldn't drink when the Bible never says that. I don't even drink as I don't like the taste. But are we living by the Bible or not! So its hard to be as enthusiastic
as I used to be when I see them missing things.
Finally, when I was in church all the time I wasn't out there meeting non believers that much. A few years ago, God asked me to be a friend to people. So
I've gone out to meet people where they are and have been a friend. Its totally changed my life. Life has become so much fun. The decusscions I've had with people about life and spirituality, what others are interested in, every one I meet wants more love in their life. Its been so different than we are all sinners and need to repent. Its more like I want to love and I don't know how. But we are all learning and telling each other about how to love. Which to me ties into Jesus saying to love God and to love people.
Ya, its community and I've not had a lot of that in church sense I was part of the Jesus people.
So I'll not be going to church 6 or even 3 days a week. One works well for me. The rest of my church experience is out with the people learning more about being a friend by loving them. Oh, after I was friending people they start to say words of appreciation about what a great guy I am. So I started to learn how to say kind words back to people. In one of those exchanges God said that is me saying I'm your friend. One of the most meaningful things God has ever said to me.
Now I go to church and almost everything I hear I already know. I still love worship, yet I also am aware that my whole life is worship to God. So I don't
need to be in church to worship God. I love Jesus as much as ever. So I don't think its losing my 1st love. It is a mature love that is different than when
I was young.
My Bible studies have let me to view some things the churches I've attended differently than I was taught. Like I just listened to Hal Lindsey. What he teaches
on the end times has been proven wrong so many times since Christ didn't come back within 40 years of Israel becoming a nation. My church still teaches we
shouldn't drink when the Bible never says that. I don't even drink as I don't like the taste. But are we living by the Bible or not! So its hard to be as enthusiastic
as I used to be when I see them missing things.
Finally, when I was in church all the time I wasn't out there meeting non believers that much. A few years ago, God asked me to be a friend to people. So
I've gone out to meet people where they are and have been a friend. Its totally changed my life. Life has become so much fun. The decusscions I've had with people about life and spirituality, what others are interested in, every one I meet wants more love in their life. Its been so different than we are all sinners and need to repent. Its more like I want to love and I don't know how. But we are all learning and telling each other about how to love. Which to me ties into Jesus saying to love God and to love people.
Ya, its community and I've not had a lot of that in church sense I was part of the Jesus people.
So I'll not be going to church 6 or even 3 days a week. One works well for me. The rest of my church experience is out with the people learning more about being a friend by loving them. Oh, after I was friending people they start to say words of appreciation about what a great guy I am. So I started to learn how to say kind words back to people. In one of those exchanges God said that is me saying I'm your friend. One of the most meaningful things God has ever said to me.
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