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Hello.
We are the Pascha Family, a DID system with 9 members. I wanted to know if there are any other people learning to deal with being multiple and Christian.
I have posted before a while back, but I had problems with my account and had to create a new one. I would like to share with others going through the same struggles.
I was diagnosed as multiple last January. I have severe memory/time loss. I don't remember childhood or teen years much. What I do remember is that I was very afraid much of the time. I was hunted down by older children and teens for 3 years. I lived isolated from people for a very long time. I still live alone and sometimes I want to quit living because I'm afraid.
I am a new Christian and I'm trying to learn to fully trust Lord Jesus, but trust doesn't come easy and many times I feel I dont deserve things. I get very nervous when I hear 'I love you'. It is scary for me.
Relationship are very hard for me and I wish I learned how to make friends. The one thing I desire is that I would be able to accept that God loves me and doesn't wish me harm. I wish I could trust God more and not be afraid so much.
Peace and Long Life
~*~ Babochka ~*~
Hello.
We are the Pascha Family, a DID system with 9 members. I wanted to know if there are any other people learning to deal with being multiple and Christian.
I have posted before a while back, but I had problems with my account and had to create a new one. I would like to share with others going through the same struggles.
I was diagnosed as multiple last January. I have severe memory/time loss. I don't remember childhood or teen years much. What I do remember is that I was very afraid much of the time. I was hunted down by older children and teens for 3 years. I lived isolated from people for a very long time. I still live alone and sometimes I want to quit living because I'm afraid.
I am a new Christian and I'm trying to learn to fully trust Lord Jesus, but trust doesn't come easy and many times I feel I dont deserve things. I get very nervous when I hear 'I love you'. It is scary for me.
Relationship are very hard for me and I wish I learned how to make friends. The one thing I desire is that I would be able to accept that God loves me and doesn't wish me harm. I wish I could trust God more and not be afraid so much.
Peace and Long Life
~*~ Babochka ~*~