Hi,
My name is Katie and I'm new . I'm like an old new Christian.
Here is my story:
I'm 23 years old and I was raised a Presbyterian. I later met my fiance at the age of 16 and he told me that he was a Pentecostal. He showed me his faith and it totally made sense to me so I decided to attend a Pentecostal church service and I felt so moved that I decided to attend for a while. I started getting a bad feeling when someone in the congregation put her hands on my shoulder while I was praying and told me to ACT like I was speaking another tongue but I wouldn't do it. I stopped going to that church after that. I later tried various other Pentecostal churches (all by myself) and I was saved (not because I spoke in tongues but because I felt Jesus so strongly in my heart and soul that I wanted to be.
I later started feeling like it was soooo hard to stay at the church so I stopped going. I felt it was so hard because I was the only one in my family/friends attending and because I just kept getting the feeling that there were some there that were lying. (I don't know if they really were but that was just my feeling inside).
Fast forward about 2 yrs later and I'm still getting this uneasy feeling about going to church and even about praying. I don't know if it's because I'm afraid or what. I'm scared and I want Jesus back in my life soo very bad. It's almost like I'm having some battle inside. I really need some advice.
Thank,
Katie
My name is Katie and I'm new . I'm like an old new Christian.
Here is my story:
I'm 23 years old and I was raised a Presbyterian. I later met my fiance at the age of 16 and he told me that he was a Pentecostal. He showed me his faith and it totally made sense to me so I decided to attend a Pentecostal church service and I felt so moved that I decided to attend for a while. I started getting a bad feeling when someone in the congregation put her hands on my shoulder while I was praying and told me to ACT like I was speaking another tongue but I wouldn't do it. I stopped going to that church after that. I later tried various other Pentecostal churches (all by myself) and I was saved (not because I spoke in tongues but because I felt Jesus so strongly in my heart and soul that I wanted to be.
I later started feeling like it was soooo hard to stay at the church so I stopped going. I felt it was so hard because I was the only one in my family/friends attending and because I just kept getting the feeling that there were some there that were lying. (I don't know if they really were but that was just my feeling inside).
Fast forward about 2 yrs later and I'm still getting this uneasy feeling about going to church and even about praying. I don't know if it's because I'm afraid or what. I'm scared and I want Jesus back in my life soo very bad. It's almost like I'm having some battle inside. I really need some advice.
Thank,
Katie