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8th February 2004, 08:52 PM
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please pray for me, i feel like i don't want to carry on in this life anymore |
8th February 2004, 09:20 PM
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God is the answer. Don't give up on him coz he'll NEVA give up on you. He loves u wif all his love no matta wot u do or hu u r. Hes proud of you no matta how screwed up u think u might be. he won't give up on u. |
8th February 2004, 09:36 PM
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I know this may not be much help for you right now, but I do want to encourage you. If you have read any of my past posts, I have been really close to committing suicide. I even gave God a "deadline" to cure everything or I will be dead. Well, obviously I am still here and I just want to encourage you that God does provide a way for you to find hope. For the last battle with suicidal thoughts, a friend of mine that was studying abroad last semester called me up and we went to dinner together, and he showed he cared for me. He will provide a way of hope for you. Ever since that day, I have felt a lot better, and even my suicidal thoughts are decreasing daily.
I don't know your situation exactly, but I thought I would just encourage you to press on, and I will be praying for you. God bless!
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8th February 2004, 10:47 PM
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I'm all too familiar with this. I suffered from extreme suicidal ideation in 2002. I also have a mood disorder. PM me if you want; we can discuss this some more.
In the meantime, I'll be praying for you. 
God Bless,
Rosa Mystica
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9th February 2004, 01:41 AM
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Reps: 143,964 (power: 174) | | | Poppy- whatever you are going through, please know you are not alone. And please know that it is ok to be scared and hurt and to cry and get mad. If you ever need someone to vent to that is willing to listen and not judge you- there are tons of people here who are more than willing to open their hearts to you. If you want someone to talk about silly things with to get your mind off junk thats bothering you, we can do that too. But please, we are here to be a resource for you- use us.
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9th February 2004, 05:16 PM
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Reps: 11 (power: 0) | | thanks 4 ur replies, i just feel so low and isolated, i seem to have gone past the stage of wanting to carry on anymore, i find it hard to even post or try and contact people. i have had so many knockbacks and let downs, i suffer from social anxiety and avoidant personality i live most of my life in isolation i can go days without seeing or speaking to anyone, just feel so lonely and i cant seem to get out of this depression, i wake up with it and throughout the day it can go for a bit but then come back real hard.
i keep getting thoughts telling me to cut my wrists or take some tablets. I just want out of this isolation, the only time i feel good is in worship at church but when i come back home i feel really heavy and oppressed and sleep for hours and i wanna get up and do something but cant lift myself off the bed.  |
9th February 2004, 05:47 PM
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Reps: 11,706 (power: 24) | | Originally Posted by poppy thanks 4 ur replies, i just feel so low and isolated, i seem to have gone past the stage of wanting to carry on anymore, i find it hard to even post or try and contact people. i have had so many knockbacks and let downs, i suffer from social anxiety and avoidant personality i live most of my life in isolation i can go days without seeing or speaking to anyone, just feel so lonely and i cant seem to get out of this depression, i wake up with it and throughout the day it can go for a bit but then come back real hard.
i keep getting thoughts telling me to cut my wrists or take some tablets. I just want out of this isolation, the only time i feel good is in worship at church but when i come back home i feel really heavy and oppressed and sleep for hours and i wanna get up and do something but cant lift myself off the bed.
Gosh, this story sounds more and more like mine. 
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