Demonic face, light and dark research

Anonymous Voice · #1 23rd September 2012, 07:08 PM

A while ago my now wife and I were living in sin... Living together and being intimate. At the time I had had a very close death to me and dark things were happening involving candles and figures and all sorts.
I rebelled against my christisn upbringing and became a Buddhist which was not my true calling at all and I have since found the right path.
I met a guy one day that didn't know me but said he could see I was torn between the light and the dark and that I was a soul being fought over and he in time helped me back onto the correct path.
However it was as I explored this and did research into it, reading the bible and other books I learned about dispicable demons, watchers, lucifer, false Babylonian religions that were dark and about our lord, his legions and his love. During this time of no faith and very strange dark occurrences and during my research into the dark as well as the light. There was an evening when my soul was still up for grabs. Me and my girlfriend (new at the time) were being intimate, her face changed to that of the devil even to horns and a beard and horrible teeth and a look of pure evil.
I jumped away in terror scared out of my wits, obviously she was rather put out by my reaction too! Haha.
Now I have never been a drug user, an alcoholic and never had mental health issues or bad eye sight! But I have thought about this ever since and I am sure this was a sign and I saw the demon himself.
I am no longer scared of that being or talking about it as I am now protected by my faith and the love of the big man but I have only ever told a select few people about this.

Any idea what happened that night and what I was seeing, it definitely made faith and evil real to me and I picked my side very quickly afterwards.

Thank you
God Bless

sacerdote · #2 24th September 2012, 05:32 PM

Originally Posted by Anonymous Voice

A while ago my now wife and I were living in sin... Living together and being intimate. At the time I had had a very close death to me and dark things were happening involving candles and figures and all sorts.
I rebelled against my christisn upbringing and became a Buddhist which was not my true calling at all and I have since found the right path.
I met a guy one day that didn't know me but said he could see I was torn between the light and the dark and that I was a soul being fought over and he in time helped me back onto the correct path.
However it was as I explored this and did research into it, reading the bible and other books I learned about dispicable demons, watchers, lucifer, false Babylonian religions that were dark and about our lord, his legions and his love. During this time of no faith and very strange dark occurrences and during my research into the dark as well as the light. There was an evening when my soul was still up for grabs. Me and my girlfriend (new at the time) were being intimate, her face changed to that of the devil even to horns and a beard and horrible teeth and a look of pure evil.
I jumped away in terror scared out of my wits, obviously she was rather put out by my reaction too! Haha.
Now I have never been a drug user, an alcoholic and never had mental health issues or bad eye sight! But I have thought about this ever since and I am sure this was a sign and I saw the demon himself.
I am no longer scared of that being or talking about it as I am now protected by my faith and the love of the big man but I have only ever told a select few people about this.

Any idea what happened that night and what I was seeing, it definitely made faith and evil real to me and I picked my side very quickly afterwards.

Thank you
God Bless

Hello,

It is good that you are in a topical Bible study. It shows you are active in your church and want to be closer to God. My advice regarding your question is that you talk to your pastor. You have a real time, real life resource in Him and I'm sure He would be happy to help you. If you want, please let me know how everything works out. God bless you and yours.

CH Sacerdote

Anonymous Voice · #3 24th September 2012, 08:21 PM

The only reason I have not spoken to people about it is because in person. I feel very awkward and embarrassed about talking about that night. It's not the normal thing and to have to see him after he knows about that night does make me squirm a bit.

He might think I'm a lunatic! haha

Anonymous Voice · #4 24th September 2012, 08:22 PM

If you don't mind telling me, what would your opinion on this night be?

Many Thanks and sorry to be a pain.

God Bless

sacerdote · #5 26th September 2012, 04:45 PM

Hello,

I encourage you to cultivate the relationship with your pastor. He would not want you to stay away because you were leery or embarrassed about talking with him. I think you will be pleasantly surprised when you meet. As far as seeing "evil" there is no doubt that evil exists but it has been my experience that at least with the folks I have been in contact with, in the vast majority of cases it has been more the result of guilt over sin, an overactive imagination, or some mental or emotional difficulty the person was experiencing at the time, rather than an actual intrusion of evil.

But you were involved with sin and whatever caused you to get on the Christian road and stop or at least diminish that sin was what you needed to do. Remember, that you are in Christ and He is in you and that being the case, you have the protection of God over any evil. I am glad that you and she are finally on the right path. God bless.