Struggles with SexualityA new forum open to ALL members who are struggling with sexuality issues (including homosexuality). All posts will be reviewed before being made public. NOTE: Only Christians are allowed to reply and offer support here.
Did something wrong on a webcam...please pray for me
I've been so worried over the past couple of days. I've never done anything like this in my entire life and I certainly never plan to again. I don't even drink very often but the other night I had too much and I got on a chat room. I ended up letting someone view my webcam and I did some things I'm not proud of and would never want anyone to see. The next morning I woke up shaking and terrified. I knew I had done something incredibly wrong. I've prayed to God repeatedly to forgive me and most of all to protect my parents from this. They would be so ashamed if they knew what I did. I have no reason to believe it was recorded but I can't shake this feeling. I know it's probably the guilt of what I've done. Even if it never comes back to haunt me, I don't know how I'll ever be able to go a day without thinking about this.
Please pray that everything will be okay and my family will be unharmed and that I'll be able to move past this. I've learned my lesson about the Internet and about alcohol and I'll never let alcohol cloud my judgement like that again.
This is one thing people do not realize, that anything over a webcam can be recorded.... many time it is how porn sites fund their material... I pray that the person did not record it or if they did , God will allow that file to be destroyed in whatever manner He choose!