I feel much closer to God than i have ever before. and not afraid to share my story with others.
I felt trapped and unhappy in my life. I was drinking i was doing drugs and watching porn more or less destroying the people i was with. It happened one day as I think God helped me realize that HONESTY and INTEGRITY was the best way to live ..even if it meant breaking up with my boyfriend at the time. I believed that he deserved honesty and someone one more compatible. I can't go into to some of my testimony publicly because of forum regulations but all I can say is that not only am i happier but my ex is happier as he is no longer angry at me and I don't need drugs or alcohol or destructive relationships any more and found other more Christ minded people around me. We are God's creations and deserve to be looked after as they are beautiful works of beauty.And praying to God helped me realize that adultery is not good and disappoints him. I found someone who is also a Christian totally compatible and I can be a Christian full-hearted
I don't think it does justice to be in a relationship with someone who is not Christian as it can lead to all kinds of messes. God deserves better than that and other people deserve to be happy too.
I have no desire to drink any more or do drugs or watch porn anymore whatsoever as my life is full of Christ's love and Christ-hearted non-judgmental loving people...
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and my message to others