What comes to my mind is that Jesus, the Lord is slightly off your focus. Put the Good Shepherd in focus with Psalm 23, reading the psalm slowly and letting your mind soak in the scene of being beside 'still water'. John chapter 10 is another relevant piece of scripture. Look at verses 28 and 29 where twice the Good Shepherd says that NO ONE can snatch them out of His Hand. Feel the security of knowing that the Lord will not let go of you.angel:
Also take some encouragement that you must be doing something right, because the devil only annoys those who are a threat to this world.