I am feeling so bad right now. I am contemplating giving my landlady my notice that I am leaving this apt. I am scared, irritable, shakey, lost, can't stand myself this way. For some reason I fear not having a place to live, being homeless, moving into another bad place, and just fear what will happen after I give my notice. I may go worse into panic mode, I am panicing now. Please pray for me. I am going nuts over moving. I've never lived in a good place. Why will the next place be any different? God bless you for reading this.
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First I want to say you will be one of my top prayers.
Second, YES I have been there and YES I am having those same thoughts too. I need to move, I can't keep on sleeping all day, I miss my walking. BUT like you I am worried if I move will the loneliness follow me? BUT the best thing to do for you (I am trying this too) is to take steps, like for me my main thing is to get this SSI/D thing is to get the apeal going, then I need to find another doctor a dear sweet sister gave me some numbers to the doc, and my best friend promised that she would pay for me to have my own prepaid cell phone for this reason. SO I AM TRYING hard not to worry about where I live, but it is hard, cause I was homeless before SO I KNOW what you are worried about. PLEASE know that you have us here praying for you.
You always have 211 and if you would like me to I can PM you some number in your area to have on hand just in case you need to go somewhere. PLEASE don't give up hope Ruth, just when I had it with God in 2009, took my cross off my neck and said "well the Lord does not care for me, cause I have to sleep in a hot car again and I have no place to go" 3 hours later an Angel by the name of "Fred" gave both me and my best friend 100 dollars for us to stay in a hotel, from that point on GOd provided, either through my best friend's father, her brother or a friend from my home state.
Each month the bills were paid from the point of meeting Angel Fred.
I KNOW God will look after you as well, I JUST KNOW IT!!!!!
YOU ARE A HUGE BLESSING sister Ruth. I hope and pray that you get many blessings. (((((((((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))))))))
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First I want to say you will be one of my top prayers.
Second, YES I have been there and YES I am having those same thoughts too. I need to move, I can't keep on sleeping all day, I miss my walking. BUT like you I am worried if I move will the loneliness follow me? BUT the best thing to do for you (I am trying this too) is to take steps, like for me my main thing is to get this SSI/D thing is to get the apeal going, then I need to find another doctor a dear sweet sister gave me some numbers to the doc, and my best friend promised that she would pay for me to have my own prepaid cell phone for this reason. SO I AM TRYING hard not to worry about where I live, but it is hard, cause I was homeless before SO I KNOW what you are worried about. PLEASE know that you have us here praying for you.
You always have 211 and if you would like me to I can PM you some number in your area to have on hand just in case you need to go somewhere. PLEASE don't give up hope Ruth, just when I had it with God in 2009, took my cross off my neck and said "well the Lord does not care for me, cause I have to sleep in a hot car again and I have no place to go" 3 hours later an Angel by the name of "Fred" gave both me and my best friend 100 dollars for us to stay in a hotel, from that point on GOd provided, either through my best friend's father, her brother or a friend from my home state.
Each month the bills were paid from the point of meeting Angel Fred.
I KNOW God will look after you as well, I JUST KNOW IT!!!!!
YOU ARE A HUGE BLESSING sister Ruth. I hope and pray that you get many blessings. (((((((((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))))))))
I appreciate your prayers and ideas sweetie. I have been homeless too many years ago. I have decided to put the move on hold and not think about it for awhile. I am triggered right now and suffering so I am not worth 2 dead flies for doing anything right now. Why are so many people so strong and I am so weak? I guess it's not my fault I have so many illnesses. I am praying for you too dear sister.
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do not be afraid, for I am your God; I will
strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold
you with my victorious right hand.”
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Ruth I am so sorry you are going through all of this. I know how horrible it is to be living in a place you hate and to be treated in the way that you are being treated. I am so sorry and want to send you a big hug. I too am living in a horrible place but know I can't get out. My situation is complicated, but I can relate to what you are saying. Praying for you that things ease for you and that soon you will find a different and much better place to live. You deserve it. God bless you Ruth. You have my prayers.
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“I am breaking through to the blessed life, Satan you might as well get on up out of my way.” // Peacechild4:
The godly walk with integrity; blessed are their children who follow them. // Proverbs 20:7
I appreciate your prayers and ideas sweetie. I have been homeless too many years ago. I have decided to put the move on hold and not think about it for awhile. I am triggered right now and suffering so I am not worth 2 dead flies for doing anything right now. Why are so many people so strong and I am so weak? I guess it's not my fault I have so many illnesses. I am praying for you too dear sister.
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Sweet sister PLEASE KNOW that you are ANYTHING BUT worthless, YOU ARE A GEM to me and many, look at how you have helped many people here, look at your babies (birds) how you love them so, and don't forget about your LOVELY AWESOME artwork. YOU ARE A WONDERFUL, KIND, LOVING TALENTED woman, I find you to be a VERY STRONG lady indeed. Ruthie, everytime I see a bird my first thought is you, and how you love birds as much as I do. I always think "wow if dear sweet sister Ruthie was here she would love this bird". Also I imagine you to create a drawling of these birds. You have so many lovely gifts. I WOULD BE DEARLY SADDEN if you were NOT around. YOU ARE A BLESSING FROM GOD to me and everyone!
God bless you sweet sister and still praying my heart out for you. LOVE YA LOTS!
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Why are so many people so strong and I am so weak? 
I guess it's not my fault I have so many illnesses. I am praying for you too dear sister.
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