I want to talk a little bit about my 2nd breakdown and ask you guys what you think of this....I was hearing voices big time, and got the impression from somewhere that i was targeted by a satan's coven. long story short i left my wife and the town i was living in after a BIG fight. We divorced in 2002 and i got diagnosed and started getting treatment and got on meds and wasn't hearing voices. I went back to that town for one of my son's birthday party and was walking out side by myself. There are woods around the property. I heard an audible whisper that said 'we want you back.' I said out loud no way in hell and left and went back in the house. was my impressions really correct that I was targeted and proxied into a satans coven? and was seeing and experiencing things from their rituals? I need your honest opinion on this is serious, i talked to one counselor already that told me i was more than likely targeted by them. At the time i thought nothing of it. but now im wondering if this is actually possible. and they told advantage of my situation and made it much worse.
Whatever the case would be, why would they want me back? Because they saw i was doing better? The more i have thought about it the more i think it was a sick joke by who? i have no clue. I have to put it out of my mind cause that was over 10 years ago....it will always puzzle me i guess and i will always wonder where who was actually whispering to me in the woods...One day the truth WILL be known, and the pranksters or satan worshippers or whoever, will be exposed.
i probably should not have started this thread, i got a little OCD about it when i wrote this and was looking all over the net for answers, I have settled down enough to realize its not worth it to get caught up in something in my past.