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Unread 12th February 2012, 01:35 PM
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Drawing Images From My Dreams

My dreams are filled with unresolved hurt an anger. Before I went to therapy, I would have reoccurring dreams of cannibalism, gory dismemberment, and nightmares in which I was always in dark room at night with all these disembodied angry voices screaming, yelling, and threatening me. I started to get some the repressed anger and grief and I no longer have the angry voices in my dreams but therapy can only do so much. I felt I was making no more progress after a year. Since I have an art background and I've been using my dreams as therapy for many years, I am now starting to draw the images from my dreams. My dreams have changed so that I have a black floating shadow figure missing an arm and has only partial legs following me and screaming. Last night I dreamed that I was forced to live in a hut I was born with that suffered from a lot of violent abuse and severe neglect. I don't think I have to interpret what that means but the image that stood out to me in the dream was when I stepped on the front porch and the step collapsed beneath me. I drew this and I plan to draw more images from my dreams, like the Shadow Screamer. I hope drawing my dreams will help me understand and help me heal. I'll post them here and I hope others will also draw from their dreams or post images that appear frequently in their dreams so we can maybe help one another out.

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Unread 12th February 2012, 01:49 PM
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wow! you are a very good artist!
I know this might sound silly....but if I gave you something about me...a vision of sorts...do you think you could draw it? It is kinda a healing vision..
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Unread 12th February 2012, 01:55 PM
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Yes, I'll be glad to draw it for you.
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I will send a few things to your messages...photos..

I'm excited
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Did you get the video? If the vision is to hard to draw...thats okay.
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Maybe even a child on the horses back..
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Thank you for the video! I am sorry it has been a while but when I am working I can't be online chatting. I think the drawing I am going to do for you is meant to be because recently I have had a desire to draw horses so I've been learning how to draw them. Thank you for the wonderful video. I will start working on the drawing from your dream tomorrow.
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Here is another image from one of my dreams, I am still working on the drawing for TamraLynn:
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Here a drawing of the horse....let me know what you think because I have very little experience with horses. I can do more for you but I'll need a lot of time for that.
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I try to draw horses to.... sometimes I can't quite get the legs right so flowers and grass cover their legs...I know the gypsy horse has a more of a pronounce curve to the face at times....I really do like what you have done ...the thing about a gypsy also is that their mane goes to both sides and they have beards You really did good though....I like the colors you picked also...At this point I think I know which horse was your favorite from the video. The gypsy does have thicker legs...thicker bones and you captured that. I LIKE your drawing!
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