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3rd February 2012, 09:39 PM
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4th February 2012, 09:33 AM
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Reps: 14,377,340,899,503,912 (power: 14,377,340,899,506) | | | I can't seem to have enough proof God and heaven exist so I have no certainty about going to heaven when I die, I have no certainity my doubts are from OCD so I can have no certainty I am not going to hell. So everyday I am in fear we just cease to exist or I am hellbound for my doubt. I cant know for certainty he is nice according to my standsrds of nice. What am I to do.
Is there anyone here that fears hell and/or just dying and nothingness.
I feel agnostic, like I don't have any answers.
They say Bunyan had OCD how can anyone know. you cant know if your doubts god exists is from ocd. Ruminations shoyldnt really shouldnt be considered ocd if you doubt god exists you should ruminate.
Last edited by raven1; 4th February 2012 at 12:39 PM.
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4th February 2012, 10:39 AM
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Reps: 312,476,114,989,011,200 (power: 312,476,114,989,016) | | | I believed I was going to hell most of my life. Some days I was more convinced than others. When I felt certain about it my blood would just drain from me and I would feel feverish like it was inescapable and I felt this life would soon be over and reality would melt away. So yes, I feel your pain. |  | | Thread Tools | | | | Display Modes | Linear Mode | | | |