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Old 9th January 2012, 10:29 PM
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Sad I was recorded on Omegle.

I was on Omegle this morning doing something I shouldn't. The man in the cam showed his torso and later other parts. I showed my breasts, backside, and face. Near the end of our conversation he said that he wanted to show me something. I suddenly saw myself nude like a video replaying on his screen.
He recorded everything I done. He threatened me and said that he would post it to youtube and porn sites if i didnt do as he said. i quickly put on my clothes and said out loud "Lord Jesus forgive me!!" I started witnessing to him, telling him my testimony and that the Lord can forgive him. He didn't listen. I ended the conversation. I know he cannot post it to youtube because they monitor it and ban nudity of a sexual nature.

I confessed my sins immediately. I am NEVER doing this again. I believe this is my punishment. I believe that the Lord has forgiven me, but I cannot forgive myself.
I know God can do anything. I am praying that He will stop this man from posting this video. I didn't give him any information other than Jess and my age. Still it is upsetting. God can make the man delete it, convict him, put a virus on his computer, anything to stop it I know. I just hope and praying God does. I love the Lord. I have backslid, but now I am back. I am terribly sick about this. It makes me sick. I am not so nervous because I have confessed, but I dont want him to use the video to tempt anybody on the net. I don't want that! Please Lord Jesus stop this video.

Somebody please let me know it will be okay. I will never do this again. This was my first time showing all that on cam. So awlful. I have taped up and covered my cam on my laptop. I should have never done this.

Help. -- Im a virgin too. Ugh I feel like a prostitute. Please God help me. How do I get through this??
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Old 9th January 2012, 10:47 PM
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God forgives you. I know it's hard to forgive yourself but pray for strength to forgive yourself. It was really wrong for him to make a video like that. I pray that the Lord will make that video disappear! I wish I knew what to say to really give you the comfort you need but I know God can comfort you In this time an he is soooo much better at comforting those that are hurting. Keep your chin up. It will be okay!
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Old 11th January 2012, 08:59 AM
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If this man is threating you. PHONE THE POLICE right now! keep all conversations you have all the evidence. You are a victim.
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Hey I was searching omegle on google and found your post. I registered with this site just so I could reply to your post. lol. I just wanted you to know that you're not alone. I fell into using that sight in an inappropriate way too, and I've experienced a lot of guilt. I also experience a lot of fear that it will someday come back to haunt me, because people do record things and take screenshots and things like that. You don't think about that when you're in the heat of the moment. That world is just no place for a christian. I hope you've stayed off the site. I've vowed to stay away, and get a real hobby! lol. Anyway. I hope you are doing well and have returned to the straight and narrow. pray for me please, and i will also for you.
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i did the same thing i hope jesus will do this for us i am really scared but i know jesus will make the guy stop so other girls dont do it your not alone on this one what did you do after it i need advice
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Originally Posted by jessisback77
I was on Omegle this morning doing something I shouldn't. The man in the cam showed his torso and later other parts. I showed my breasts, backside, and face. Near the end of our conversation he said that he wanted to show me something. I suddenly saw myself nude like a video replaying on his screen.
He recorded everything I done. He threatened me and said that he would post it to youtube and porn sites if i didnt do as he said. i quickly put on my clothes and said out loud "Lord Jesus forgive me!!" I started witnessing to him, telling him my testimony and that the Lord can forgive him. He didn't listen. I ended the conversation. I know he cannot post it to youtube because they monitor it and ban nudity of a sexual nature.

I confessed my sins immediately. I am NEVER doing this again. I believe this is my punishment. I believe that the Lord has forgiven me, but I cannot forgive myself.
I know God can do anything. I am praying that He will stop this man from posting this video. I didn't give him any information other than Jess and my age. Still it is upsetting. God can make the man delete it, convict him, put a virus on his computer, anything to stop it I know. I just hope and praying God does. I love the Lord. I have backslid, but now I am back. I am terribly sick about this. It makes me sick. I am not so nervous because I have confessed, but I dont want him to use the video to tempt anybody on the net. I don't want that! Please Lord Jesus stop this video.

Somebody please let me know it will be okay. I will never do this again. This was my first time showing all that on cam. So awlful. I have taped up and covered my cam on my laptop. I should have never done this.

Help. -- Im a virgin too. Ugh I feel like a prostitute. Please God help me. How do I get through this??
If you turn away from these and turn to God, You will surely find His forgiveness, mercy, and grace. It will be alright just recommit your life to God and stay away from your weak spots. God is ever- gracious and merciful, He won't condemn His servant.
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God bless you! I know how you must be feeling right now and the only thing I can do is to pray for you.
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Old 6th November 2012, 12:38 AM
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Do you know the story of Amanda Todd? If you don't I suggest you to google her for details.

Here's the brief tidbit about her - She flashed herself in front of her webcam for a stranger that she wasn't even well acquainted with. She was barely a teenager, and sometime later, this stranger threatened to post her topless photo on the web. He did eventually, and if you search her name up on google and go to images, you will see her topless photos here and there at times. The police were working on it to stop this man, from what I hear last time. She eventually took her life from this incident.

Don't let yourself be a victim. Report this incident to the police immediately. And keep on praying that you'll never fall to the same sin again. Father will forgive you, but what's done is done. Now you have to go correct it. God bless you! I hope that He will help you out on this a lot. Be strong as He wants you to be.

EDIT: I thought that this was recent, but I see that the OP posted this on January... Hopefully she's fine.
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How are you doing now? I, too, have let men take nude pictures of me. I don't know what they did with them but I felt so exposed and ashamed and scared. It was a long time ago and I have recovered from it but I know your pain. Please give an update. Praying for your healing.
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Addicted to Omegle

I'm a guy, mid 20s. At the beginning of this past last summer I became addicted to those video chat sites (chatroulette/omegle). Spending many hours a week on it secretly, feeding my lust. I've told my pastor, and councelor, but its been really difficult to detach myself from it. It gives me a false sense of intimacy that I'm in desperate need of as I've recently moved and what feels like starting life over again. I don't normally show my face except for a few times. I don't know if I was recorded, but the idea of it haunts me. I'm afraid I'll become some kind of public speaker someday, or involved in the ministry, and then my face and body will be retrieved from some creeps computer to frame me. Writing this is extremely helpful. Its causing me to admit my sin, my addiction, my turning away from God's provision. I'm writing this so other people know that it hurts. Sites like omegle, and the growth of the internet have expanded the porn industry exponentially. Anyone with a camera can now participate in it and get plastered all over the internet; I've seen it happen. I need the Holy Spirit to convict me with deep remorse.
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