Hello I am in the military and I am really suffering in my walk.
I feel such strong conviction and discipline that comes from God and sometimes I just get afraid and freeze up when the Holy Spirit tells me to do something.
I have the strength to do what I need to do with the Spirit God gives me yet I have failed time and time again, I need to get over myself and it is causing me so much pain and agony.
Out of the depths of my soul I weep in deep pain and sorrow and it brings me to the point where I am so sad I wonder why I breathe each day.
I ask God why did you create me? Why am I existing because I hurt so much and I am so weak.
Can someone please pray with me? Thank you very much and may God bless you with grace and peace.
__________________ Romans 9:15 "For God said to Moses, "I will show mercy to anyone I choose, and I will show compassion to anyone I choose."
Thank you for your service
Perhaps a chaplain can be of help...or a prayer group where you live, for counsel and prayer?
The Recovery forums and Ask a Chaplain can be of help online.
I will be praying for your spiritual journey ~ may God bless you with His Presence, peace, joy, and love
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I pray the love of the Lord Jesus will envelop you, and that you can rest in him and accept yourself just as he accepts you, and trust that He is working all things for good for your sake even when you are at your weakest.
i just want to let you know, that you're not the only one who feels this way. im not in the military, but we still have the same patron: Archangel Michael. We will get through all of this. You're not alone!
Seldom does God and the Holy Spirit mold a person all at once, more often it takes years of chiseling away the imperfections one by one. Don't be so hard on yourself.
Father God thank You for working on this one's heart. Help him not to self condemn himself for his weaknesses and failures. Show him that You do not condemn him. Show him encouragement and strength and change him a little at a time, may he be blessed in You, In Jesus Name, Amen
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Praying again for you, brother. You are so precious to everyone here and the Lord has special plans for you. I know sometimes it may not seem like it but He is always working, even when stuff seems tough. Keep leaning on Him and reading His word. Thank you so very much for your service. We truly appreciate you.
God loves you so much!
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"Our danger is to water down God’s word to suit ourselves.
God never fits His word to suit me; He fits me to suit His word." Not Knowing Whither, 901 R
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Praying for you brother in the name of our loving and caring Saviour Jesus Christ. Thank You Lord!
__________________ "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord. Thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope." (Jeremiah 29:11)
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