not sure where to begin, so here goes i grew up going to church and have tried to live a good life. but it seems the more i try to live life well the more obstacles are thrown in my path..i want the relationship with god i once had, but after all the things i have done i don't feel worthy. i know god forgives all but as i get older my mortality and my mistakes i made bother me. im not a great wife ,mom or human...and no support from family about religion.i pray all the time and i know gods there but its such a rough time in my life. i have depression so bad ..things are bad at my job with some people, my son who is 14 is going down the wrong path ....i cry all the time ...what can i do ? i pray to god all the time i feel like he's trying to teach me something i dont know what...but i feel so lost from being a christian...please pray for me and my family....
Welcome to CF, sister. I am sorry that you are experiencing pain but God loves you SO much! The fact that you want that relationship you once had is a great thing and the Lord is working in you. That is wonderful news.
God does forgive but we also need to forgive ourselves. You are so precious in His eyes.
Do you go to church or have anyone to fellowship with?
I am going to pray for you, your walk with God, that you begin to forgive yourself and see how much He loves you, for your depression, and salvation of your family.
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God never fits His word to suit me; He fits me to suit His word." Not Knowing Whither, 901 R
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Lifting up you and your family and job in prayer to our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Thank You Lord!
__________________ "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord. Thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope." (Jeremiah 29:11)
Praying for you sister. You were on my mind so much tonight that I had to find your post.
God bless you.
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"Our danger is to water down God’s word to suit ourselves.
God never fits His word to suit me; He fits me to suit His word." Not Knowing Whither, 901 R
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