I dont even know where to begin...I for as long time have suffered with ocd/panic attks/ anxiety...etc...Pretty much all of it is health related. My wife is in the hospital with something similar to a strept throat infection...but it is in her lymphnodes area. It is causing her a great deal of pain, and I cant be there for her like i should or at least i can be there but am full of anxiety. A lot of it is very selfish...Worrying about if im going to get something and my mind goes farther and farther along into worry...then i get so upset at my selfishness and feel miserable. I just really need some guidance and help from you guys. I cant be a husband to my wife, if i have kids i dont see where i can be a father...im 30 years old and have been battling this forever and act sometimes like im 6 with the worry. My main go to person is my mom...she always helps me through it, but then God Forbid if something happens to her, then what will happen? I just really feel hopeless.
__________________ Philippians 4:13
In Novemeber of 07, I suffered a weight training accident where 765lbs fell on my face resulting in a bunch of fractures and breaks, a bone going into my brain causing it to bleed...and also resulting in being blind in my right eye. I am now back training(Since around Christmas Eve of 07)
I've had a lot of similar problems. Remember that God can be your go to person. I know I'm not in a position to give you any other advice but this I do know.
I'm so sorry you're going through this. I don't have much advice either, but I will be praying for you... and I hope that you can pray on your own too. It's okay to ask God for help, he wants to be there for you even if you can't see that just now. You are not alone.
im just so overwhelmed...she has had an incubator put in her because her tounge started to swell just as a preventive measure...she woke up and i wasnt there because i came home to take a quick nap and really got upset at me. The doc was positive and said its an infection. I havent gotten any sleep. Im crying...im just really going through something.
__________________ Philippians 4:13
In Novemeber of 07, I suffered a weight training accident where 765lbs fell on my face resulting in a bunch of fractures and breaks, a bone going into my brain causing it to bleed...and also resulting in being blind in my right eye. I am now back training(Since around Christmas Eve of 07)
"Our danger is to water down God’s word to suit ourselves.
God never fits His word to suit me; He fits me to suit His word." Not Knowing Whither, 901 R
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