Tired of it all

I've been struggling for a long time with my mental health, in and out of hospital, been sectioned more times than i can remember, a lits of dignosis thats way too long. and im tired. im emotionally, mentally and physically drained. I dont know how much longer i can keep going with it. Im currently in a crisis unit waiting to be moved to an ED unit(well supposedly as long as they feel they can handle me how ive been rcently.) Ive had meeting after meeting about the appropriate care that i need and which area should be dealt with first, which one puts me more and rist, and the stupid thing is nones actually asking me, theyre talking about me in front of me and talking at me! i feel so small and lost. I'm twenty one, i feel about ninety, i see all my mates going out to partied, finishing uni having a good time and i hate it. i hate everything about my life right now, i want to be a 'normal' twenty one year old. is that to much to ask. I want a day where everythings ok, where im not treading on eggshells around myself, where i actually have silence in my head, where all im worrying about is something simple!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry im having a little whoa me rant and wasnt sure where else to put it!!!!! I just want to be free from all this stuff going on, i dont wanna be me with mental health. :'( sorry

I wish I could say something that would make you feel better, sweetie. It's so very hard sometimes to understand why, but try to hold on to the fact that God is still in control, even when things are at their worst.
Praying for you very much.

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Thankyou, just listening and aknowledging helps, not many people seem to be doing that right now, and they should be eurgh i wont go of on one again. i wish i could undersatn it right now but nothings making much sense in my head other that im struggling :'( I just keep getting angry at him, and i kno its God and not his fault but i dont know who else/what else to scream at it doesnt get listened to anyway!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi Katey,
It's tough to be offer anything besides encouragement when I don't know your situation or the things you are struggling with. I think that managing things is two-fold. One is that often times we need help, sometimes this means through medicine. However, on the other hand that is not a complete fix and we are responsible for the other half of trying and making it through.

What I know is that God is always with us and I believe He gives us strength to move forward if we are looking to Him and seeking His will.

Hugs.

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To man belong the plans of the heart, but from the LORD comes the reply of the tongue. All a man's ways seem innocent to him, but motives are weighed by the LORD. Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.The LORD works out everything for his own ends—even the wicked for a day of disaster. Prov 16

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