I stood beside Paul, and the light of God blinded me

DennaVeritas · #1 3rd November 2009, 01:05 AM

Hello, I have been struggling with being different in this World, and believing fully in the Lord, and His promises. I prayed and prayed for Him to reveal Himself to me. I fell asleep and dreamnt that Paul was standing next to me, and we were in heaven, with clouds, and a brilliant white light, brighter than I had ever seen was all around us, but even brighter in front of us. Paul had a pure white robe on with black smears in lines down it. I looked down and saw that my robe was pure white too with smears too. Paul was smiling and saying something, I think praise but inaudible. I heard a loud, deep voice - the voice of God it said to me "I AM REAL, I AM REAL, I AM REAL." I started to cry, and fell to my knees. I woke up sweating, and crying to the point where my mascara had stuck my eyes together, my eyes, once fully opened had spots like I had really just been looking into a great light. I felt so scared, and I said out loud crying I am sorry God, I am sorry. I grabbed my Bible, held it tightly with both my arms and fell asleep with it. When I woke up three or four hours later to go to work, it was still wrapped tightly in my arms, I was hugging it very tightly and close. I remembered when I felt this, and told a Christian co-worker. He said he thought there was something to this, and God was trying to speak to me. I really want to know Him better.

freeport · #2 3rd November 2009, 01:23 AM

Originally Posted by DennaVeritas

Hello, I have been struggling with being different in this World, and believing fully in the Lord, and His promises. I prayed and prayed for Him to reveal Himself to me. I fell asleep and dreamnt that Paul was standing next to me, and we were in heaven, with clouds, and a brilliant white light, brighter than I had ever seen was all around us, but even brighter in front of us. Paul had a pure white robe on with black smears in lines down it. I looked down and saw that my robe was pure white too with smears too. Paul was smiling and saying something, I think praise but inaudible. I heard a loud, deep voice - the voice of God it said to me "I AM REAL, I AM REAL, I AM REAL." I started to cry, and fell to my knees. I woke up sweating, and crying to the point where my mascara had stuck my eyes together, my eyes, once fully opened had spots like I had really just been looking into a great light. I felt so scared, and I said out loud crying I am sorry God, I am sorry. I grabbed my Bible, held it tightly with both my arms and fell asleep with it. When I woke up three or four hours later to go to work, it was still wrapped tightly in my arms, I was hugging it very tightly and close. I remembered when I felt this, and told a Christian co-worker. He said he thought there was something to this, and God was trying to speak to me. I really want to know Him better.

Thanks for sharing.

ditte · #3 3rd November 2009, 04:05 AM

Thank you for telling your dream.It's good that you want to know the Lord better.I saw your post in another thread.I'm happy that you are god's child.He loves you.Please read the Bible and speak with the Lord.When I was in a similar situation,wanting to know the lord better ,the Lord gave me an interesting dream or vision ( I was half awake).I posted in the thread:Church in a Peaceful Park in a Bustling,Busy City (if you are interested.Church In A Peaceful Park Inside A Bustling,Busy City - Christian Forums Our God is great and gracious.Hallelujah.God bless you.

GaryP · #4 4th November 2009, 06:21 PM

I would beware of this dream. The Father is Heaven is revealed by His Son Jesus, the Word. He was revealed 2,000 years ago.
In your dream, dead creation came to you as Saul aka Paul. I am curious why the clothing was smeared in black. So you had instant knowledge and knew is was Saul
aka Paul. ( This is for the group that follows this forum. How many times do I have to
tell you that spirits cloak and mask themselves ). Saul aka Paul, said something that
was not understood. Then an unseen voice said, I am real. Just how do you know it
was the voice of the Father in Heaven. And just how does live creation and dead
creation get together in spirit in Heaven? And why would you be scared if the
Father spoke to you? Sorry for what. The Light of the World heals Blindness and
does not cause it. Lucifer is the angel of light, He can blind with it. Voice of the Father or voice from the light. cloaked in lightness. beware.
If Saul came to me in a dream, I would tell him to get lost. As Jesus only leads to the
Father.

DennaVeritas · #5 6th November 2009, 01:05 AM

I am not sure what to think about it, but it led me back to the Lord because I so wanted to be in Heaven with Him, and realized He was speaking to me, and I wasn't right with Him. Anyone get anything positive from this? Thank you all for your posts! God Bless

freeport · #6 6th November 2009, 01:23 AM

Originally Posted by DennaVeritas

I am not sure what to think about it, but it led me back to the Lord because I so wanted to be in Heaven with Him, and realized He was speaking to me, and I wasn't right with Him. Anyone get anything positive from this? Thank you all for your posts! God Bless

Yes, I did.

GaryP is always that way, he doesn't believe any dream or vision.

I think he does cause people to think, and his heart is generally good, though.

It is okay to challenge things.

GaryP · #7 6th November 2009, 03:10 AM

Hi, No I was not always this way. When I placed the thrust of the Centurion's Blade into
a Live Jesus. The Blood and Water that was shed upon the Earth was Alive. When
as told in the translation of the currents Bible. The Blade Thrust is into a dead Jesus.
and the Blood and Water that pours onto the Earth is dead. Thus the Act of the Father
by slaying his Son as outlined in Geneses 22 was void. You can not see this becasue
you are of the dead blood.
If you are of the live blood, you can see the open temple in Mark 15:38. This is the
Second Exodus, and you can cross over into the Kingdom of the Father.
As I crossed, I could see all things. That is why Satan can not fool me as he fools
you all. Sorry. you are dead blood christians. read it for yourself. 1 John 4. Trust me
" I say, Jesus came in the Flesh ".

GaryP · #8 6th November 2009, 03:17 AM

Do you really think that Satan, will just walk away without a fight. He is tearing at me now. I can barely write. Who do you think changed the events around alittle. Jesus
did not die on the Cross, He was slain by the Father. He provided the Lamb.
If the Father does not slay his Son. No Geneses 22 foretold. The Passover Lambs are not
wiped to bled to death or are they crucified they are put to the BLADE.
Jesus was put to the BLADE.
Sorry if you do not understand this.
Do not turn to dead Creation or voices in your dreams.
I can see them.
Why do you think the person from Hungry writes in perfect English. Think People Think.
The Dark Power is real.
The Father is more powerful.
The Father only.

Trust--N--Him · #9 6th November 2009, 07:47 PM

I Believe you. Cool post.

heron · #10 9th November 2009, 12:46 AM

You prayed, and God answered very specifically to your prayer. He was listening.

You cried with mascara, and earlier in the dream showed signs of streaks. Is there a chance the black streaks were God's way of communicating with you in familiar symbols -- that black streaks mean tears? If so, the dream shows that you were not the only one pouring out your heart.

Remember what Paul went through when he was Saul. He knew scriptures, he knew how to do the life of a good Jew properly. But when Jesus showed up with followers that believed he was the Messiah, with claims of a resurrection, Saul had to rethink what he knew to be true.

God revealed Himself to Saul/Paul in a vision. Before, Saul had been faithful but maybe not rewarded with the sense of God being real. After the vision, Paul was convinced that God was with him, Jesus was God, and that this faith was worth spending his life's activity on.

Paul was blinded by the great light during his pivotal moment. I think this was a pivotal moment for you, too.

It must have been a powerful dream.